a Simple Life

After more than a month..

2010-07-23T18:25:00.001+08:00

Ok more than a month le..

Work, play, work, play. Saw Christopher Lee who’s not very polite.

Going to Hong Kong in another 11 more days.

Having great relationship with colleagues.

Making a fool outta myself at times.

Ok. End of post. –___-“

Wahahahaha!

2010-06-04T19:03:00.001+08:00

I’ve been gone from blogging for so loong!

What have I been doing? Hmm.. Just busy with work and activities! Watch anime, idol dramas, read mangas, surf the net and playing games..

Suddenly had the urge to blog about what have been happening..

Last week I had a pay increase! X) Although by only $50 but from what I’ve heard from my mum, it’s the first time some one gets an increment the moment they’re confirmed as a staff. So I’m officially a staff and I can get lots of benefits!!

Bought a black heels yesterday for work and I can claim from company! X) Super happy! Wahahaha!

While working today, Cavin Soh made his golf game payment at my counter! Seriously he looks rather different when I see him face to face! he definitely looks much better real life as compared to his on screen appearance! X)

Anyways not been in contact with anyone much.. =(

Hope my mum can sometimes just shut it.. DK wth she wants man.

100th Post

2010-05-06T14:06:00.004+08:00

It's been long since I last blog. And all I can say is that many things took place and I am seriously in a dilemma..

Let's talk about the bad things first before we end off with some good things.

I don't know if I expect too much from myself at work or what but when I made mistakes I'm seriously pissed with myself. Sometimes I just wanna minimize my mistakes but it's really not that easy.

Other than that, I've been offered a job opportunity and guess what? I've been chosen but I don't wanna move at all.. I really detest changing job every now and then.. Not like I want to but cause for better prospect I had to. Now I can choose to not change.. What should I do?

In addition, I think up till now my relation with my peers at work ain't very happy ones as compared to my previous..

All right.. After all the bad things now I should mention some of the happy ones.. I have been in contact with many friends recently and especially with Sharon haha!

Last Friday, we met up (Sharon, Amanda & I) but Amanda and Sharon only spoke for awhile cause Amanda had chores to do hence she was met up with us at a later time while Sharon had to go off early cause she had something on in the evening.. I went bowling with Sharon and I went Kbox with Amanda. The whole day was fun especially when I had my salary in! ;)

Now, I really need some good sleep, exercise, buy new clothing, replace the TV in my room, clean up my mountain of items that has lots of dust.. I wanna buy Hwang MiRi's Mangas!! In addition to all these, I wanna read Skip Beat which I've been lagging behind haha! :D

All right I'm gonna stress about the job offer..

Late Night!

2010-04-25T08:14:00.001+08:00

All right! Let me do a quick update. Yesterday I worked till 10? Cause there was a tournament going on hence it was so late. And I heard that the upcoming charity golf will be even worse! So that’s for yesterday… And seriously super sleepy nowadays.. Must sleep on my off day! X)

原来如次!

2010-04-24T04:21:00.001+08:00

我以为打华文字有多难. 原来是多么的容易!

I finally learnt how to do Chinese input for god sake! Hip Hip Hooray!

Anyways I bought a new ear piece hehe! Went Starhub and Singtel today. Helped my mum get a line. As for me, I finally went to the bank and get my debit card! :D One funny thing that happened there was when I enquired about the card, the lady asked twice if I was above 16. I told her “Yea, in fact I’m gonna be 19 this year.” After she heard that, she apologized to me which I felt was funny haha! What I found funny was cause the way our dialogue went, I didn’t expect her to say sorry.. IDK how to explain the whole actual situation here but anyways it happened.

I met up with Candy today and ate at Yoshinoya. Before that I had a look in the shop she’s working at and I’ve therefore planned to get some clothing from there once I get pay! It’s convenient in a way haha! All right I really need to sleep now..

Nights People!

*Thanks Candy’s sister Ivy for the Doremon moon cake and bread! XD

Updates!!

2010-04-23T14:45:00.001+08:00

Hey Yo! All Right updates here!

I bought a nice headphone for my iPod cause the ear piece finally spoil after what seems like ages..(though it’s less than a year) I bought it just last week and I broke it on Wednesday…………… I dropped it once cause I was in a rush for work and one side broke! WTH! My heart broke at that moment but then… *shrugs* Got over it and I’m just gonna either buy a new one or just use those earpiece that I recalled I had kept.

Talk about how unlucky I am. I bought a Gel eyeliner and on the package, it claimed that it is smudge proof etc which is just bull shit. Still smudge but it’s easy to use though.. Gonna finish using it and buy a REAL smudge proof eyeliner. Other than that, I’m gonna buy a new bag.. Don’t want to carry Domo handbag for the rest of my life wherever I go.. Moreover it’s attention seeking nowadays which really annoys me.

Right now I’m really addicted to Sorority Life on FB. So easy to play and easy to maintain. Won’t rot like Cafe world and won’t be so troublesome to the extend of needing to go to your neighbours restaurant/ house to earn coins etc! –_-“

I hope can go Kbox again! This time round I’m prepared a list of song to sing with Candy since she’s the slow sad love song type and a list for Amanda since she’s more of guy rock song type haha!

Seriously.. I wanna go bowling but apparently not easy to find some one who’s interested in it or interested to go bowling with me. I swear you will enjoy playing with me cause it’s easy to win me? Haha! I think so la.. I just wanna play for fun not for the sake of winning or what ma.

Work! I’ve pretty much get the grasp of it so I’m gonna start working the 1st shift next week. The 1st shift is 6.30am. Imagine that! But It’s ok since can take cab there and claim from company haha! XD

Childcare? Well seems that many things are going on.. I really kinda pity Teacher Sun but I can’t help her much? No matter how she persuades me into going back, it can never happen cause it’s no good for me if I go back. I can still remember how freaking tired I was to the extend of not being able to think really well. I’m probably mentally screwed there. But I really had a fun time etc that’s undeniable but the politics and work benefits? Nah my current job is too good to resist.

All right that’s about all.. Gaining weight and not losing it.. I should really climb the stairs REGULARLY. Lazy me! Very worried about having health problems arising. And SERIOUSLY gotta clear that stupid pile of mess on my desk. –_-“

Actions Needed!! >:(

2010-04-20T13:49:00.001+08:00

I really need to take some actions!!

My room is in a mess! I need a closet/cabinet etc anything to contain all these things I have lying on my desk. With them lying on the desk in a pile of mess, they’re collecting dust and making the room look like a mess.. I really hope I can have my own room soon cause i strongly believe I can keep it neat and tidy!

In addition to that, I need to go Starhub to check out the promotions or packages they have. I wanna sign up for a few including a iPhone plan. :D

Other than all those “to do” things, I wanna go out and do lots of fun things like bowling, Kbox etc.. Though I just went to Kbox last week, I wanna go again! But I can’t splurge now cause this month I’m poor!

10 more days! Just 10 more days and my salary will be in!! X) Then I can do some serious shopping I hope! :D

Familieees!

2010-04-06T00:10:00.001+08:00

I went back to the childcare centre today and all the children that saw me were like going wild! Ok not all; some! ;)

They went on with “Teacher Jacelyn!!!”

I felt really happy and overwhelmed with their outburst of excitement!! They were all trying to get my attention! One telling me she’s drinking Yakult and one telling me she has 2 computers at home! Haha!

And there are a few new kids. I don’t know them so I didn’t really mix with them. But when I asked some of the children if i can hug, they actually still open their arms wide for my hug!! X) I really didn’t expect that cause I thought they would forget who I am and will be frightened. But, they still remember me!! X)

Other then the children, some of my ex-colleagues also missed me like how I’ve missed them! X)

However I had to leave after staying there shortly cause I need to go to Grandma house! X)

The trip to grandma house this time was really really great! Why? Cause only this time did I realise how much they care about my brother and I! Before that I was worried that the bad ties between my father and my relatives would actually cause the relation with me and my relatives to be bad as well so I didn’t really dare to attend any celebrations at my grandma house cause I don’t wanna be an outcast there. However my cousins they really are very good people that they care about me a lot! I think after today’s incident I can clearly say that I really finally do feel that I am really not alone! X)

I didn’t realise how many people care about me until lately after some encouragement then did I dare to go really visit. X)

Ok I just wish that I can travel a lot. My dream! *_*

Anyways I’m on MSN now voice call with Charlene and she’s telling me her terrible experience with this some what stalker guy. She sounded really grossed out by him. And what an amazing day cause people who never came online suddenly came online!! Like Candy and Wei Ping! XD

Hope this happens more!

Quote: Some truth are ugly.

A Time Out! ;)

2010-04-05T14:03:00.001+08:00

Ok I’m feeling much better today. And happy! Gonna go visit Grandma later! ;)

Haven’t blog these past few days. Spending my time watching my favourite shows after work! I feel more stress less can say. I mean as compared to my previous job this stress I’m handling is so much better!

I just wanna go for some fun activities.. If possible, go bowling, swimming, gym, squash etc. I can seriously use all the facilities at my work place only if I can do some serious planning for myself!

Sunday I’m gonna meet up with Amanda!! It’s gonna be 7years of friendship for us!! (Should change her link soon) XD

What else? Hmm.. Well I gotta go to the childcare centre soon to visit them since they expects me today..

That’s all I guess? Thanks for reading such a dull post ;P

✔ Blamed for everything

2010-04-01T22:06:00.001+08:00

I got to be blamed for everything. Nothing is her fault. Everything is my fault. I just went into room for like less then 30mins and I get blamed like I’m in my room the whole god damn entire time leaving my sister alone outside? She doesn’t want to listen to me so what the fuck can I do? Scold the fuck outta her? Then I will get fucking scolded again.

Next time don’t ask me for any favors cause in the end I’m the one wrong again. Fucking wrong for everything then why bother asking me?

Ok so now I know that it’s cause that mother fucker who has a problem in his brains who is the cause of it. WTF.

GOD DAMN IT. YOU’RE ALREADY OUT OF MY HOUSE AND YOU STILL CAN’T OUT OF OUR LIVES? FUCK OFF AND GET A FUCKING LIFE DUDE. MY MUM DOESN’T WANT YOU FUCKER. GET SOME FUCKING BRAINS FUCKER. YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF JUNK. SO THANKS TO YOU MOTHER FUCKER I GOT SCOLDED FOR SOMETHING THAT’S LIKE A FAULT CREATED BY YOU. CBB GO FUCK OFF LA. NBCCB. I REALLY DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU NB.

Seriously, that fucker has such a think skin. I swear one more time he caused me to get scolded, I’ll fucking curse your entire life! (which I hope I won’t have to cause cursing will just reflect myself.)

Anyways, I’m like really irritated easily nowadays. Maybe cause I haven’t been going out much like I used to.. Or maybe cause the mother fucker has been calling every fucking 5mins. It’s so fucking irritating that I really really need to go out and not hear all these shit and maybe take a chance to avoid anything my mum will want me to do. Lest I get scolded AGN.

I really need to get plenty of stuff anyways. Shit Life if I don’t go out soon.

Hitting Two Birds With Only 1 Stone!

2010-03-28T22:45:00.001+08:00

Hehe.. Today I met BOTH Amanda & Candy!!!!

Hip Hip Hooray~ X)

Wow I really had a great time today! Although it’s just sitting down at Bakerzin with Amanda and chat it was really fun! I love to know what’s going on with my friends life and if we had “unhappiness” we say it out and it feels a lot better!

Meeting Candy wasn’t really planned from the start. And letting both my good friend meeting each other at the same time wasn’t planned either! At first it was awkward but once we chat; “Wah!” had lots of laughter!! If possible, I pray that we 3 will manage to go Kbox together! (Like that I can save $$ ma) Haha JK la!!

I don’t really plan to let them be friends or what cause I’m the type that feels that 3 cannot be good friends. Bound to have problems de.(From experiences)

And I really really feel that my mum kinda take advantage of me. I shall solve this problem step by step! ;)

So here I am at home. 4 years ago, I had a wish. My wish was that the “man” will move out and my wish have come true. His things are packed and he’s leaving tonight. Good riddance. Now, I can have a home that belongs to me. Only this comes with a price. My sister is going along. I am not very sad cause I do believe one day, she will come back to us. Only I hope as a good child not as a badly influenced kid.

-Amanda,

I wish you good luck with your culinary competition and if possible, cook for me first! I will give the most honest opinion! ;P

-Candy

I hope we can meet up soon for Kbox!! After all never Kbox with you before!! :(

Ok Nights Family, Friends & Strangers~

After what seems like aeon~

2010-03-27T20:43:00.001+08:00

After 77 days! Finally I’m posting something! Hehe!

Ok sorry for being MIA from my blog.. Look at the tagboard, it seems that I have less then 5 readers so it’s ok ba haha! (I doubt anyone will read this post)

All right, if there is even anyone reading this post, I just wanna post about many things that have been happening in the past 77days of my life.

Some of my friends know that I’m actually working in childcare centre as Assistant Teacher. Well I’ve quitted the job. My last day was on 6th March 2010. And after that the following Monday which is on the 8th March, I started work as Customer Service Officer (Golf) at NSRCC.

Why did I quit my Assistant Teacher job? Well I really am deeply in love with the job. However, the salary was too low and had too many work. I work more then I earned. And I fall sick so often that it’s another burden to my low salary. Although all my colleagues talked me out of quitting, but the future I can only think of made me stay on my decision. Moreover, I had a new job opportunity which had higher salary as well.

I had lots of job satisfaction being a teacher cause the children all adore me, respects me and a few told their parents I was their favourite teacher. I never expect to be children’s favourite teacher but I am also happy that my hard work was very well appreciated there. Till now my ex colleagues misses me. And so are some of the parents. My previous boss was rather good but I had some issues with him. Anyways today was my rest day and Teacher Sun urge me to go back and visit them for awhile. When I went back, I felt that this is where I once had my fun times and also my troubled times. In fact, this visit made me affirm that it was the right choice to leave. Due to the “politics” in there I was really in a dilemma a lot.

For my new job, so far ok.. I can’t say it’s really good but it’s rather good. I had to work with my mum though and I seriously hope that nothing bad happens or it’s gonna be a big problem for me. It’s rather “free” there and I don’t feel really tired when I get home. Basically a job that can let me gain lots of weight. (Which I really did!) I think I need to exercise. Imagine the whole day sitting down. We don’t move much! It’s not healthy seriously.. I’m thinking of climbing the stairs every evening I come home or else I will only grow fatter to the extend that I’m really a big fat pig! (I’m really self conscious so please don’t make a joke cause I’m stress enough)

My future? Well I definitely am not planning to stay too long in this job cause the career prospect isn’t really good. I’m still thinking what I should actually do for my career. Either my job enable me to travel or I can earn enough to travel. For now, I’m just gonna save money for future studies and travelling.

In addition, I wanna add that I hope my friends can take out some time and I will also take out some time to go out and relieve some of the everyday stress we get from either school or work. I really need some socialising.. If not I’ll really slowly become some anti-social freak loner. Or even develop depression.. Ask me out we go gym, swim, kbox, bowl etc anything! Hopefully some exercising cause I’m really getting more and more unhealthy. :(

Anyways, I’m gonna just end this post right here. I really will try to update daily to keep it active since I feel so “free” nowadays.. Maybe only “free” for now.. Who knows? I have actually a lot more I wanna talk about. Personal problems such as my dad and my sister leaving the family.. Want to know more then must contact lo.. All right.. Nights Family, Friends and Strangers.

1st Entry of 2010! ;)

2010-01-08T04:10:00.001+08:00

Long time no blogging.. Lazy to blog so I didn’t bother haha!

I’m currently on 2 days of MC due to slight flu and sick and not sleepy at all. =X

IDK what I’m really busy with, but I do know that life is still moving on. I had a new colleague and she’s from China. However, she took psychology before and she’s really good at it! It’s nice talking to her etc and great to have another good partner at work..

And in my class, there are a few more new students. Some settled down already and I hope they will be good! My shift have been changed so I work from 7 to 4 pm from Mon to Thurs while Fri, I’ll be working from 8 to 5pm. A kid in flexi care have been crying like crazy for a week already because I went home early.. Some kids are just so attached to me… I hope they will get over the fact I will leave early soon… Miss them…

Day 3 of Terror..

2009-12-09T19:57:00.001+08:00

It’s been really really long since I’ve last post. So many had happened recently and I can only say these few days, I’ve only been complaining. I hope the situation gets better each day and I hope to have something fun other then work fun and stress.

My life feel so limited w/o any fun. I wanna go out with my friends so much.. Most of all, celebrate their birthdays with them! only thing that’s different in my life.. When people ask me out, I often gotta work and can’t go at all. I hope that They will choose a better time.. =/

I love working with kids! However I do get those naughty children that I gotta settle down too. Before I start the job, I thought cleaning up vomits, and poo poo might be a little troublesome. But I found out that I really don’t mind it at all. =D The times I’ve spent with many of the kids are priceless. And when you’re being very well liked by them, it gives you the sense of accomplishment. Though a little annoying that they cry over the littlest things but they’re kids so can’t blame them right? They’re really smarter then I thought. An they can really disobey and give you faces you never expect to see from a young kid who can’t even speak. This really amaze me and I know I’ve a lot more to learn and I will take on this never ending learning journey and understand kids more and be able to settle any kind of kid down!

Sneaky Photos!! And updates!

2009-11-24T00:20:00.001+08:00

Didn’t manage to get a nice shot of a few more students of mine so never post some. =D

A few photos taken during uncle’s wedding. XD

Watched Paranormal Activity. Rate 4/5 Worth the watch! ;P

Giant is the amazing place to be!

2009-11-15T22:37:00.001+08:00

Went to Giant today with my family. It was a very fruitful trip!! I’ve now a total of 4 out of 11 books by Kathy Reichs cause I found it at Giant!! Originally saw it the previous trip. However, I did not have much money with me so I didn’t get it.. Or else I would have more!! =( But I’m still glad to at least have 4! =D In addition, it’s supposedly cosy $9 per book. But I gotten a 2 stories in 1 book for only $10!! XD

Vampire Knight VCD or DVD (I’m not sure) were sold there for only $14.90!! However, I did not buy cause can watch online. =D MANY others that I’m not gonna list. =) What really got me happy though was the Stephen Chow’s movie!! There were 14 movies and $6.90 each! However I’m not rich!! So I chose 2 funnier movies instead. It’s one of my wish to have a complete set of all his movies!! Will do it as life goes on!! ;D

<3 Giant!!

Exhausted

2009-11-11T08:33:00.001+08:00

Many would like to know how I’m doing in my current job. Well, it’s interesting and fun to be able to play with children who are really adorable but annoying at times. Most importantly, I’m exhausted all the time by the end of the day.

Just to give a recent update. Went to visit a doctor on Monday evening regarding my skin allergies. Doctor said lucky I quitted my previous job. Right now, my fingers are really recovering fast! =D Anyways, after which, I had a bad haircut… SOB. Always like that de! I know I promised to upload some of my students pictures. However decided not to. =D

YAWNS!

2009-11-04T02:15:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was my second day of work at Cherie Hearts. Both days after work, came home, showered, ate and slept. Super tiring!!! Yesterday was even tiring.. Cause a 18 month year old baby kept crying and only I can pacify her… Idk why my face has something that kids like… == IDK whether to be happy about it when kids like me…

Anyways, have I ever mention I went to Giant to shop just the other day? I love shopping alone at NTUC, Cold Storage or Giant. I feel independent, as if I’m living on my own. Instead of depending on parents and not get what you want, why not shop yourself? =D

At Giant, I saw a few books of Kathy Reichs!! However, as I have a budget hence was only able to buy one… So sad!!! =( I want the others to quickly make up a collection!!!! Love the Jennifer Crusie book I bought! Gonna continue reading!! ;D

PS: Pictures of some students soon I hope.. I don’t want parents to sue me huh?

I Have Links to watch This is it Online!! Many other movies too!! ;D

2009-11-02T04:30:00.001+08:00

A great day out!! ;D

2009-11-02T02:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I met up with Amanda & Steffi!! OMGreatness! HAHA!!

Suppose to meet Amanda at 2.30pm. However, she had something to do hence I was just browsing through books in Times @ Tampines 1. Saw a small book under the comedy section and it is……… Emily the Strange!! That book do have some good contents. However, it is not worth to spend my hard earned money for it. =D And browsed through a few more books which of coz I’m not gonna go into the lame details! ;P I bought a story book by Jennifer Crusie and Christmas songs book that includes a CD. Great!!!

After which Amanda and I went to make a appointment for something and then we head over to her house. Her house is really bigger and better now!! WOO!! Can’t wait for great days to come!! ;P ( Hei mao was very well-behaved today!!)

Then, we went to the newly opened Popeye at Century Square Level 5 where Billy Bombers used to be. Steffi met up with us and ate. Yum! Miss the good old days when we ate it at Changi Airport!! Annnnnnnd!! Off we go for K @ Kbox!!

Kbox was freaking worthy of!! We get to sing for hours, have free flow of drinks and get a Bento each for only $23!! =O Gonna go again!! >_< YAY

Ok. I’m officially starting work at 9.30am later at Cherie Hearts as a childcare teacher assistant!! XD Wish me tons of luck!!!! >_< Will upload a few pics of my students soon!! XP

Here are a few pictures =D

MY FAVORITE!!

Caught Stanise in this awkward position! XP

Me wearing Steffi’s specs in Popeye’s! =D

Used Picnik Introduced by Amanda & Steffi!!

(M18) Steffi Intro this!! Freaking funny!!

Ok! End of post and time to SLEEP! ;)

Freaking Long!!

2009-10-28T05:14:00.001+08:00

It’s been freaking long ago since I’ve last post. I’ve already tendered my resignation letter last week and my last day will soon be here wahahhahaa.

People in Seoul Garden have been asking me a common question. When’s my last day? HMMPH! Not gonna tell them! Even if some think they know, I’m still not gonna confirm the “last day”. Want to sabo me? HMMPH!

Ok what’s new in my life? Well been sleeping early recently for a change. ;D Been living in the “darkness” too…… *Gasp* Why? O_O Cause my room lights fused. Dramatically as well… Let me tell you about the story which took place a few days back…

I was looking at the reviews of Paranormal Activity which many say it isn’t scary and many said it is in the theatres. I’ve a website online available to watch all the latest movies posted up by people who secretly videoed it in the cinemas. Hence I always get a chance to catch those movies before it’s even in theatres. I have no guts to try watch it for myself hence, I asked Leman if he knew the movie and would be interested to watch it since he was online at MSN. JUST as we’re talking about it; I grew scared. And suddenly, the light in my room suddenly blinked once. I was shocked. Surprised! D..did the light just blinked?! I was scared and typing to Leman about the light. Then, it blinked twice! What a coincidence that I’m discussing about a horror film and this happened. I am definitely afraid! Although my mind is trying to calm down with thoughts like “the lights are just fusing”. However, it definitely isn’t working. Then it suddenly kept blinking non-stop…until…the light went out. =_=” As my mum haven’t got the day off yet, hence she haven’t get the light fixed. So I’m still living in the darkness… =/

Have met up with Amanda on last Sunday! ;D it was great being able to meet up with her!! This Sunday, after getting pay, will go for a series of enjoyment!! >_<

A..And!

Bill Kaultz of Tokio Hotel!! So pretty and cool at the same time!! O Mi Gosh!! XO Loves!

2009-10-01T02:47:00.001+08:00

I have many things running through my mind. However, I just don’t know how to express them..

Many things have changed. IDK what else haven’t change. I’m sick and tired of my life at times.. It really saddens me to think how my life is now. Friends either MIA, not close anymore, or find it hard to open myself to them anymore..

Will there be more for me to tolerate?

CAN SOMEONE JUST ACCOMPANY ME GO EAT SWENSENS ICE CREAM BUFFET BEFORE IT BLOODY ENDS?

2009-09-25T03:12:00.001+08:00

Ion Orchard Swensen’s opening special, it is offering a One for One Ice Cream and Dessert Buffet deal. Original cost for a Swensen All You Can Eat Ice-Cream & Dessert Buffet is $18.90 per pax. Now, when you present the coupon below, you get to eat the buffet for $22.25 for 2 persons! (inclusive of 7% GST and 10% Service Charge) This offer is valid til 30 Sept and the buffet can be consumed anytime during its opening hours.

The seemingly endless ice-cream flavors should be able to keep you occupied for most of your time there. If not, there are many cakes – oreo cheese cake, apple tart, chocolate pecan pie etc. There are also waffles and different types of toppings to match your tastes for ice-cream.

You can also indulge yourself in the chocolate fondue with marshmallows and brownies.

I GOT THE BLOODY COUPON SINCE DK WHEN SO WHO IN THE FKIN WORLD CAN HURRY BEFORE I GO CRAAZYYYYYYYYYY!

Life is about having FUN!

2009-09-22T00:43:00.001+08:00

The Past Is Back!

2009-09-17T05:39:00.001+08:00

The past is back to haunt me! I really really find it hard to believe what happened in the past few hours! DK is from the church I used to went to! It’s like as if God is reminding me he’s waiting for me… No matter what, I just can’t run away from Him..

During the few years I’m away from church, I’ve met people whom are Christians and they always remind me of who I once am. It’s like a connection between me and God that’s unable to break.

Pastor Ong and auntie Helen! So tomorrow, I’ll just sms Mdm Doris to get a off day next Saturday which I pray she will give me the day off! Or else I’ll work in the morning?

Gotta find the bible! =D

I HATE YOU

2009-09-17T03:11:00.001+08:00

I HATE THAT BLOODY CUSTOMER WHO SCOLDED ME WHEN I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING TO HIM!

He made my mood low and bad today. I didn’t do anything to him and he scolded me! He’s so unreasonable! ARRGH!

SIGH

2009-09-14T17:24:00.001+08:00

I really hope Candy can actually have the time/mood to actually let me know what’s going on in her life.

She says she has to work this whole week. But not morning till night for every single day I hope? I will really appreciate it if she makes an effort to find time to just gimme a call, or info on how’s she’s doing.

I guess I’m gonna spend time like a loner..

That’s What Friends Are For

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

我就是这样

2009-09-13T04:16:00.001+08:00

我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量
摊开的手掌柔软又刚强
(十指纤长指尖藏着一鼓力量)
安静的目光温柔却也狂放
(眼神明亮有好多话想对你讲)
我独特的模样是全新的信仰
我就是这样天马行空的磁场
或许你还不习惯我在等你变成拍档
我就是这样注定和你不一样
谢谢你欣不欣赏我的风格是限量
Rap(Feat.Tank)：
你不会躲在不长不短的裙摆
耍无赖太依赖都不符合你的心态
乖乖早过了时代怪怪才有人青睐
不需要表态让大家慢慢猜
既古代又现代爱HIP HOP也爱李白
是女孩像男孩这次出场注定精彩
我嗅到英雄神采我瞄到美人姿态
多变的节拍接下来该是你跩
诗人的滥觞刻板的印象
(没有文字足以介绍你的出场)
你爱晒太阳我赏我的月亮
(井水河水各自徜徉各的海洋)
想发出一道光让世间不平凡
温柔倔强勇敢都是我
我拥有太多不同基因
安静吵闹沉默都是我
分钟不同的颜色

12th September =/

2009-09-12T15:04:00.001+08:00

Yesterday morning, I watched the house bunny, waiting.. haha house bunny is rather nice.. Waiting too!

KNS.. I found this in my laptop! My bro used my laptop and place so many photos of himself!! Cam whore!

Cute Stanise! =D Adorable!!!

Arrgh!!

2009-09-11T15:21:00.001+08:00

Ok I’ve been wanting to blog multiple times.. Each time I will think a lot on what I want to blog about. And each time, I will end up on blogger being lost on what to type about. Today, I’m gonna get everything out on this screen!

I really hate it when IDK what the hell is going on around me!

I am very concerned about many of my friends.. No matter how distant we are, busy we are, I’ll make an effort to get updates about how they’re all doing.

I’ve learnt a lot that if you don’t make the first move, theAnyaware will probably be no move from any of your friends..

But what I hate most is that when I’m so concerned, my friends ignores me! And I’m like left at some corner of her world! I’m a friend ya know. Can talk to me when you have problems cause I’m there to listen. Not ignoring me and not updating me! It’s like IDK what the hell is going on! Especially when her blog is gone, don’t reply to my smses <- makes me feel that she wants to cut off all contacts. As a friend I’m really worried! I was wondering.. Did I do something that made her want to cut off all contacts with me? Even if she wants to do that, can’t she just tell me instead of doing stuff and not making a clear cut?

So whatever the reason is, I am really upset! Okay.. Enough about that..

So for the past 2 days I’ve been going out.. On Wednesday, ate with SG peeps. I watched M18 show with some of them and after everything, I went to buy cigarettes! WooHooo! The thrill of being 18 and legal to do many things!

Yesterday, I met up with Wei Ping, Kingston, Chua, Max and… Bryan Alvin? @ Suntec.

Before I met them, I thought only 4 of them.. But I guess there was one more.. It was really weird cause I know all of them except Bryan.. IDK if it’s cause of him that I spoke little with them or cause it’s been a real long time since we all left BDS..

Anyways, we ate at Fish & Co. Sob! I guess it’s been too long since I dine at places like Fish & Co. IDK what to do. I felt lost and out of place while the rest seem to be in place.. So I just ordered a baked salmon with rice and a chocolate milkshake.. I LOVE milkshakes!

Hanging out with them really makes be a little back to myself! Cause we all converse in English! I’ve been conversing in Mandarin a lot that I felt my English sucks.

After which, we went arcade. I played Silent Hill with WP and we both felt that our tokens were cheated. We also played a game where we use colourful plastic balls to throw at the characters in the game. It was fun throwing! =D

Some people might have known my mum cause I always say her bad stuff… However, I guess I was wrong about her.. I thought she didn’t give a damn about me. But I guess I was wrong.. Just that I’m al grown up and among my siblings and I, I am the most sensible one. Hence, she did not have the need to be strict with me. I really don’t understand her at all.. Maybe I got this thing inherited from her.. Do unexpected things at unexpected times etc. For this, we’re alike. My mum is really good at times when I understand her and when she’s good to me. =D

Btw, I’ve been playing Sims 3 recently. Find it really fun! =D

Oh Gosh!

2009-09-11T03:31:00.001+08:00

What’s happening? 0.o

What’s happening? o_o

What’s happening? ==

IDK

SIGH..

My precious off day!!

2009-08-31T16:50:00.001+08:00

I’m suppose to work 5-10 today but cause I want to go out; knowing that Candy is off today, I want to use this chance to exchange my off day with my colleague and spend my time wisely..

BUT. Some thing terrible happened…

Candy is still SLEEPING! …………

We agreed to meet today to go out. She even said she had to go home before 6 as she has to visit her grandma in the evening.. I smsed her, called.. However, I heard nothing from her…

In order to get off today I had to owe my colleague another meal? Omg………… She’ll be the death of me…………………

Home alone for 6 days!

2009-08-29T02:49:00.001+08:00

So scary if I’m all alone….

Misery Business!

2009-08-24T03:38:00.001+08:00

I can so relate to this in some ways!

I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out...
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I can't lie he was the only one for me
Two weeks and we had caught on fire
She's got it out for me
But I wear the biggest smile

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way

Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would
Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...

Whoa, I never meant to brag 
But I got him where I want him now

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

Despicable Person

2009-08-15T04:43:00.001+08:00

Some people can really act, lie, blame others and boycott people!

Just now I’ve gone through a very horrible experience. Seeing even more despicable people living in the world. She’s younger and which is horrible cause she’s in the next generation polluting our world which is already filled with ugliness.

She couldn’t differentiate joke and insult? After I joined in the conversation, I point all all my doubts, she was silent, shut up and Excuses. I asked if she ever thought about it that some things are not meant to be a joke? She said yes she did. So? Shouldn’t that all the more the reason to not “joke” with people not knowing if they are sensitive or not? I asked her if she knew that it might be insulting to some people, so shouldn’t she apologize? She was silent. ==

In the whole conversation, she denies stuff, excuses, pushed the blame to others! Do you insult your friend fat to motivate her to lose weight? Won’t that just make her lose more confidence and self-esteem?

When you quarrel with your friend, do you made things bad by crying out loud in class and said things in a way that made your friend seem to be the villain and you’re the victim when things weren’t even to that extent?

It’s freaking scary how a person can act etc. After I joined in the conversation, she was all defensive. The talk ended by “you’re always correct de la, ok I'm tired already i want to go sleep k bye” and hung up? Throughout the whole conversation, she didn’t admit to her mistakes, she pushed the blame to the other party saying she has hot temper etc and dependent blah blah. Even though some were true, some were fake. Even my friend admit her mistakes and apologized in the process.

When asked what is the thing that my friend is dependent on, she couldn’t give an explanation. How is that possible? Not even an example. Then she link to some thing else and kept saying to put that aside, saying that she didn’t know my friend won’t understand. Why can’t she just admit that she was fabricating things to blame my friend and couldn’t think up of a reason when asked?

Not only is she a two face, she is a freaking good actress.

Messenger Plus! Chat Log

Session Start: Saturday, 1 August, 2009

- Jace (reign_life@hotmail.com)
(R)yokelooi***(R) i'm really tired! (angeline_92@hotmail.com)

(12:55 AM) yokelooi*** i:
wei!
u forget mi le HUh

(12:55 AM) - Jace:
lols
hahaha
no la jus busy lately

(12:55 AM) yokelooi*** i:
busy abt?

(12:55 AM) - Jace:
work, nursing stuff n korean language

(12:56 AM) yokelooi*** i:
nursing stuff?
u get in le meh

(12:56 AM) yokelooi*** i:
so long nvr see u lo
gt look more n more lky ur wu gui anot

(12:56 AM) yokelooi*** i:
hahaha!

(12:56 AM) - Jace:
haha on fb alot nurse very kind
den sme msg me

(12:57 AM) - Jace:
nt sg though but still listening to them makes me reli perked up

(12:57 AM) yokelooi*** i:
0o..
u mean facebook?

(12:57 AM) - Jace:
i so busy till nv tc wugui haha
yea

(12:57 AM) yokelooi*** i:
haheas
so bad
die le mah?
lol

(12:58 AM) - Jace:
i feed it, let it walk arnd only haha

(12:58 AM) yokelooi*** i:
no wonder ur wu gui shrink

(12:58 AM) - Jace:
alive n very well kicking

(12:58 AM) yokelooi*** i:
haha

(12:58 AM) - Jace:
lol! nv shrink

(12:58 AM) yokelooi*** i:
became bigger

(12:58 AM) - Jace:
i hav no qualms nw!

(12:58 AM) yokelooi*** i:
rite?
haha

(12:58 AM) - Jace:
looks e same i think

(12:58 AM) yokelooi*** i:
lol
weird wu gui
won't grow
so jia lat

(12:59 AM) - Jace:
jus grow slowly
=D

(12:59 AM) - Jace:
ive got alot of things at hands nw=/

(12:59 AM) yokelooi*** i:
haha
is u nvr tc him tat's y u nvr notice it's growing

(12:59 AM) - Jace:
he shrink anot i nv go measure

(12:59 AM) yokelooi*** i:
lol

(12:59 AM) - Jace:
hahhaa

(12:59 AM) yokelooi*** i:
so busy?
lol]

(12:59 AM) - Jace:
i gt alot things to plan abt
yea

(1:00 AM) yokelooi*** i:
so when u going to apply for nursing

(1:00 AM) - Jace:
gt F&N gang reunion, SG eat out
jan intake
=D
still long

(1:00 AM) yokelooi*** i:
lol

(1:00 AM) - Jace:
so nw i'll jus work n hav fun
=D

(1:00 AM) yokelooi*** i:
not long la
v fast de
ur mum nvr nag mah?

(1:00 AM) - Jace:
yea
nope

(1:00 AM) yokelooi*** i:
lky u quit half way

(1:00 AM) - Jace:
she lyk my idea
nah

(1:00 AM) yokelooi*** i:
lol

(1:00 AM) - Jace:
hahaha
nurse=stable=good income=can travel=good benefits=can help pple

(1:01 AM) yokelooi*** i:
haf u thouht b4 if u cannot get in wad will u do?

(1:01 AM) yokelooi*** i:
lol

(1:01 AM) - Jace:
mostly likely can
cant den try agn
=D

(1:01 AM) yokelooi*** i:
lol
wasting ur life

(1:01 AM) - Jace:
nah
it's wad u hav to do to achieve wad u wan in life
not wasting
=D
wasting is stayin in afs n regret fr my whole life

(1:02 AM) - Jace:
blaming myself fr makin e wrg choice n hav a boring life
=D

(1:02 AM) yokelooi*** i:
lol wadever la u everytime oso gt ur v 'good' reason de..
i only can wish u good luck lo

(1:03 AM) - Jace:
it is a great reason
plus ive tot abt it fr yeaaaars

(1:03 AM) - Jace:
if only tot abt it recently, tt's on impluse

(1:04 AM) yokelooi*** i:
okay okay
let see in jan how it goes.

(1:04 AM) - Jace:
yep

(1:04 AM)
(R)yokelooi***(R) i'm really tired! is now Offline

(1:04 AM) - Jace:
=D

I really don’t know if she really means well or indirectly wishing evil to me.

I don’t know if I “misunderstand” her or what but base on the times I’ve spent with her, I think it’s wishing of evil to me.

I predicted that she will cry in class and make the class think that my friend is the “bad” person before it happened and it HAPPENED.

It couldn’t be so much of a coincidence she made things out the way I predicted and made a situation whereby my friend would be boycotted right? Over the phone, she made it out like people assume things on their own and she didn’t play a part in making people think that way. However, at the same time she didn’t explain things to those people to prevent complications meaning she does have the intention to make my friend as a “bad” person or really is just a coincidence? =/ My friend is in a dire straits now…

Friday the 7th

2009-08-09T03:38:00.001+08:00

On Friday the 7th, I met Steffi (I was 30mins late! =X) at Whitesands outside the MRT station.. From there, we quickly head down to E!hub’s Nihon Mura as we were both famished! We chatted as we ate and had some laughter! Missed the good old days when we were all young, wild and crazy! =P

At approximately 5pm? Not sure about the time but Charlene met up with us while I went to get my wallet! (I actually forgotten to bring my wallet out! Lucky me! Steffi had enough to pay for the both of us or things will get really embarrassing and awkward!)

As time passes by as we slack, Steffi gotta head home as she was out all day..=/ Miss her!

Hence, from there Charlene and I went to Gelare and I ordered a ice cream waffle.. Taste better if we ain’t in a hurry! We were suppose to catch UP.. However, at 8.40pm, the tickets to the 8.40 show was already SOLD OUT. What “great” luck we have.. Even though the 9.40pm show was selling fast, the seats left were all separated from each other about 4/5 seats away? == And when we managed to convince my mum to allow my sister to catch the 11.45pm show, it wasn’t in 3D at E!Hub… Phebe was really particular with this difference.. In the end, I promised Phebe to catch UP 3D at Tampines next week to make up for this time…

Waaait! That’s not the end of my day!

So Charlene and I brought my sister home while we check online for Orphan. Decided to catch the 11.30 show at GV Tam. But due to some one, hence we missed that movie.. Wasted a taxi trip down there! In addition to that! We took another trip BACK to E!Hub to catch the 1.30am show for Orphan.. == Although we made a few wasted trips, I still did enjoy the day as it was a special day! FINALLY WATCHED MIDNIGHT SHOW WITH FRIENDS! Enjoyable though the following day woke up reaaaaaal tired but soon after I started being hyper again.. =]

Can’t wait till I meet the “peeps” again!! =D Hope I get to meet Amanda by next Wed? 0.o

Seoul Garden @ E!Hub

2009-08-04T04:16:00.001+08:00

I meet Charlene at approximately 10+ today..

I met her at Elias Mac. After which we ate breakfast, had a small chat, ate McFlurry while she checks the timeslot for the movie Hangover..

Hangover was pretty funny.. Had lots of vulgarities.. And obscene parts..=/ I think it’s ok.. Not knowing what else to do with the time left, we went to coffee bean to have a drink and chat again… After that, Charlene went to head off to work and I waited for Erina they all to eat at SG. I had diarrhoea.. =/

I want to clarify something here.. I hate sarcasm from some one I dislike. I abhor people who think they are smart, be some thing/one they are not, superficial, malevolent, selfish, insensitive etc.. I abhor all these if that person keeps on living with all these bad ways of theirs and hurt people along their way..

Updates!! And Random thoughts..

2009-08-03T05:06:00.001+08:00

Ok…Actually ALOOOOOOOOT had happened only I really really lazy to blog about it..

Bought sandals, dress? and lip gloss? Need to buy new pumps.. My Levis pumps goes well with long pants and not any other stuff…

Gonna meet Charlene in a few more hours and I’M STILL AWAKE!!

New people at work place =D Hope people all come to work on schedule! =/

Gonna eat at SG Ehub again later in the evening with Syraz, Leman, Lee Peng and Erina! =)

Meeting Steffi this Friday! =P

Gotta learn to greet in Korean..(homework)

Don’t know whether to buy Nokia 5730 XpressMusic or what… =(

iPod has 919 songs…(Never really expect myself to have this much)

Stayed over at Candy’s house many times already.. About 5-7 times..No idea how many times already..

Just realised another person I’ve known is Scorpio.. Oh gosh.. Is avoiding people under this horoscope the right thing to do? =(

And guess who I saw at work yesterday? Shafiq Apitt!! He was still rather the same.. He winked at me like how he did 2years back haha!

Be a Nurse? Or not? 0.o

2009-07-29T04:43:00.001+08:00

I’ve been thinking about a lot of things recently.. What’s on top of the list now is being a nurse or not…

I’ve found a site on facebook which is a group for nurses to vent their frustrations at work.. After reading all the post up there by our dear nurses, I had lots of laughter and can “feel” through what they shared there..

Being a nurse is really what I think as respectable! Just the things they have to go through; whether they are paid to do or not, makes me look up to them! Just making some one’s day good makes me really happy.. Other than that, I really want to be a travel nurse.

Speaking of which, a nurse in the group also confirmed with me that travel nurse is fun and has good salary.. All that I seek for as an ideal job.. Despite having to deal with nasty patients or family members of patients, I’m really looking forward to it as it brings some challenges, respectable and I get to travel! =D

You gain some, you lose some right? So nursing is definitely the right one for me! =D

*I was in a quandary..Known a cacodemon..Being a malevolent person doesn’t make you any better…

Some Low EQ people…..

2009-07-29T04:03:00.001+08:00

Some person I’ve known is a very “humorous” person.. What she seeks for in her soul mate is described just like a dog!

She NEVER think before she speaks, buy or whatever she does. She’s unreasonable, illogical, contradictive and really annoying..

I really hope she’ll mature, grow up and think before she does anything..

FYI EQ means Emotional quotient..

Not that I’m better or what, just can’t stand her hence I want to blog about it..

F&N Class of 2008! =P

2009-07-28T02:25:00.001+08:00

After work on Sunday, Amanda forward me a message by Ms Azleen! =O She asked if the gang can meet up for makan! x)

How I miss those days in F&N class… =/ And the fun and laughter, years and joy..

I hope we can all meet up soon! =D Miss Shawn too.. Wonder how much has he changed since he went to study abroad.. I wonder how’s EVERYONE doing!! =/

*Been bullied at work today! Arrgh!

=O

2009-07-26T03:48:00.001+08:00

Sims 3….

2009-07-25T15:51:00.001+08:00

I’ve bought the Sims 3 for a long time ago and I’ve not been touching the game after playing for a few times.. IDK what to say but other then improvements, I’m pretty much disappointed with the graphics as compared to Sims 2..

=/ Disappointed!! Maybe I should take some time to play with it again? After all I spent some $$ on it… =/

Go Map Seum Ni Da!

I'm a NURSE not your f*cking MAID's Wall

2009-07-25T05:44:00.001+08:00

Facebook wall that got me want to spread!

Pam Floyd (London) wrote
at 4:22pm on April 17th, 2009

Just thought i would put a few things in order after reading Abbey Roads comments. Nurses are not saints we are human beings. If some one comes in to this profession with rose tinted specs they won’t last. We are not bullied as you call it. We chose this profession because we care. However we cannot avoid coming in to contact with some truly nasty people. In the 25 years i have been a nurse i have been abused physically, mentally and emotionally. I have also had the privilege of meeting some of the most amazing and wonderful people. Healthcare professionals, fire fighters, police and the armed forces are unique professions. They give you an insight in to human nature that you don't get elsewhere. Sometimes that not a pretty sight.
Unfortunately there is a general misconception among most of the general public about what happens in hospital.If you want to help change that, tell your familiy, friends and colleagues to treat us like human beings. We know our job thank you.

First Lesson of Korean Language..

2009-07-25T00:25:00.001+08:00

Today’s the first lesson of Korean language..

Lots of words though able to read, however needs more improving.. My Korean language class teacher is Korean! Her name is Jo Eun Jin. We learnt Han Geul today.. Got homework to do…

On the 21st of August, which is also the last session of Korean class, we have a test! *Breaking out in cold sweats*

By then, I hope to achieve super well! =D Good luck to me! =P

Go map seum ni da!

Arrgh!

2009-07-23T05:36:00.001+08:00

I don’t know what’s the matter with me ever since maybe half a year back? I was lost during the ‘O’ levels period, I am still lost now.

I don’t know what to do with my life anymore! What’s the point of moving on aimlessly? I often wonder.. Does everyone know what to do with their life? I often wonder, are they lost like me but think that they know what they want to do with their life?

I am lost and emotionally stressed out. I need some thing! But I just don’t know what is it that I want so much..

I wish for a lot of things.. I wish everything can be more kind towards my tired self. I wish that immature friend I have can just shut the F up and live like a adult. Stop complaining and behaving in a way that just irks me more and more which will eventually lead me to hate you.

I wish I have the courage to do what I want to achieve in life. I wish some one can just guide me. But.. who? I just want to cry out loud now.. I’m always trying hard to be brave. But I realised that it’s no good at all cause it doesn’t make me happy at all. I just want to grow up fast and get the hell out off all these problems I’m facing.

I’m crying in the middle of the nights again..I feel that I’m always alone. There hasn’t been anyone for me at all.. Maybe till now I’m still a kid cause I still haven’t grow up with the way I’m thinking.. What should I do? …

Food fight!

2009-07-23T00:34:00.001+08:00

I finished watching Food Fight! It’s a Japanese drama I watched before when I was Primary 3.. It’s talks about how this guy he wins money from food fights and donates the money to the orphanage he grew up in. So nice! Thanks to Leman I get to watch the show again! I had always remembered the show however not the title of the show. I remembered how I always argued with my mum to let me sleep late to watch that drama!

Never update for like foooooorever!

1) I’m gonna stop Applied Food Science and transfer course to Nursing.

2) I MIGHT changed number again.. Will update you people!

3) Stanise is still alive and happily living!

4) Hope I can meet up with a whole lot of you! =D

R.I.P Michael Jackson

2009-07-08T19:51:00.001+08:00

The day I received news about his death, I was shocked and saded. Our Legend has died…. Our King of Pop, Prince of Peace…

I watched his memorial last night and when I saw his daughter cried, God I’m in tears too… My as usual emotional feelings just couldn’t take it. MJ is normal. Why he hid his kids face is totally what a great father will do. To avoid media taking pics and compare him and his kids. His kids shouldn’t suffer from the critics. His kids are normal! On Youtube, you can find some family movies and see that MJ is a big kid himself and he really knows how to play with his kids. I wish I had such a great father. The allegations of sex abuse whether true or not, in my opinion is bull shit. He was abused as a child. So either he abuses his kids or love them a lot.

Thanks to MJ, the music industry today is amazing. I remember watching his Thriller when I was younger and was really frightened. All his songs were magical… His moonwalk. No matter how many people try their best, they will never manage to do it as good as how MJ did! When he was in Jackson 5, he sang “who’s lovin you” amazingly well… I also liked his Black or White! I got 13 songs of his and hope to get more!

We will miss you Michael! Forever living in my heart! The best entertainer ever!

Drag me to Hell!

2009-06-19T01:45:00.001+08:00

Choi! I don’t want to go to hell!

K Lames.. =/ Anyways, I went to watched Drag me to hell with Candy Bar, Yoke yoke and Leman!

GOSH! That movie is AMAZING! IT"’S WHAT I CALL A HORROR MOVIE! This Movie really reach my standard of a good horror flick! I suggest people with the faint heart don't watch!

I rate 5/5 WOO!

15th June

2009-06-15T18:04:00.001+08:00

Been real busy with work… My work schedule is always the night shift. Other than working, I hang out with Yoke Looi & Candy. Went to Candy’s house a couple of times le.. Her mum’s a really good host. Cooked lots of nice food for us to eat!! I felt indebted!

Candy cooked Mee Sua for us too! Watched Hei Tang Qun Xia Zhuan <Nice!

I’m busy and I meant what I’ve said

2009-06-04T22:50:00.001+08:00

I’ve got a part-time job and requested to have a packed schedule. So I’m heading for work straight for school, working on weekends so I’m really busy. I don’t even have the time to read all 4 books of Kathy Reichs books I managed to borrow not to even mention other things..

My friends are all busy with their stuff too. School, exams and projects. And just recently I did hang out with them. I’ve got so many things to do and I don’t have so much time to entertain each and every one of them.

Mess?

2009-05-30T01:33:00.001+08:00

Yea I’m in such a mess… == I don’t know what I want to do, what I’m saying anymore… It’s all a mess…

I’ll be luckier!

2009-05-22T17:30:00.001+08:00

I’ve been having bad lucks recently.. Although few good things did happen! =D

On Monday, I’m having EIC Practical test. Hope I do well!

Ok, I’m gonna get changed for Wei Ping’s birthday celebration then! =)

Responsibility?

2009-05-16T21:21:00.001+08:00

Tell me about responsibility as a father. To fetch his child to and fro from school, be there for his child etc etc. My sister’s father is hopeless, irresponsible, idiotic, selfish. All in all, a fucking asshole.

Lately, he don’t go fetch my sister or anything. Instead, he goes out to karaoke. WTF? He thinks that he’s the only one who has a life? Hello? I have a life too. I have to wake up earlier then this fucker, go school and all tired I still have to do his job? Hello? I have a life k? WTF. Basically, he’s just taking advantage of my time. Take yesterday for instance. I decided not to go to work so I can clean my room. I’m tired ok? I’ve clean the whole day and have to fetch my sister. Then my dear selfish sister insist on going badminton with her friends cause it’s her routine on Friday. Never mind. Kids so I understand.

Then the fucking asshole came home. I was so happy cause that way he as a father will do his duties. HOWEVER, he told my mum say what he very tired and sticky etc. Ain’t I the same? Then over the phone he asked my mum to ask ME to bring my sister to the badminton court at the community centre. WTF? Hey that’s your fucking responsibility. Not asking if I’m able to do this, he decided to push all the job to me? WTF? Fuck off you fucking asshole! Stupid sissy fucker.

15mins ago an argument between that fucker and my mum started. About fetching my sister to classes etc. Whatever fuck he says makes no sense. The moment he became a father, he should hold all the responsibility of anything that’s about to happen? I knew that he’s just a fucking asshole who’s selfish etc. Having a kid, you will have to sacrifice lots of time and effort into bringing up your kid and teaching them. But through the argument, it seems that he rather my sister don’t go learn swimming etc for the sake of his precious time. To think he always say OUT LOUD to my sister that he’s the world’s best father. PUI. Don’t disgust me can?

In conclusion, the fucking asshole sucks at all things. There’s nothing he’s good at except being an asshole. Even if he did do anything good, I will turn blind to it. Cause I hate him too much. =)

==

2009-05-15T21:37:00.001+08:00

I’ve had mood swings every now and then.. Been stressful recently cause no money. Hence, I was easily irritated by every little things..

My ITE friends are rather different from Amanda they all.. They ain’t joking around like I used to do with Amanda and gang. Well, they’re more serious I guess.. The ones whom are joking around are too wild.. =_=” I hope Amanda they all can meet up with me soon. I think I’ll be able to meet some of them on Wei Ping’s Birthday.. Speaking of which, I better start saving money for a present! Not to mention Sing Yi’s birthday is approaching too.. =/

What have I been doing? Well learning new stuff at school everyday and read Kathy Reichs books. In addition, I watch CSI, Bones & Criminal Minds. I’m obsessed with crime stories lately..

I love Applied Food Science! x) In F&N I learnt about food. In AFS, I learnt MORE about food! Gosh! Felt that my knowledge has widen! =_= Today we did egg experiment.. Stinks can.. I was the only one who felt that it stinks.. =_= Didn’t know that powder egg exist. It’s not good anyways. I’m looking forward to the future that I’m in a factory checking goods for the company or testing how to make company’s food product taste better! x)

Every day except Wed I gotta wear my lab coat. Maybe for the rest of my working life too! I don’t know but I think AFS is just the right job for me! X) Working place most probably air-con, wear long pants, no make-up, foooood, no need to face the crowds! Woo! X) Find it challenging yet at the same time easy cause it’s what I’ve learnt in BDS. In addition, I’ve come in contact with many different technology and equipments I’ll have to use in my work!

Napfa is approaching! I gotta continue with my muscle building! Gotta go gym next week woo!

Hope I run out of bad luck.. =(

Bad Year..

2009-05-11T22:23:00.001+08:00

1) In need of money to pay off my debt of $950 from mum. May increase.. Who knows? SIGH.

2) UV spotlight for Stanise. So that she has enough calcium..

Etc.. SIGH..

So many things to do.. I’m devoted to too many things at a time.. =(

Poor Stanise.. I’ll do my best to take good care of you!!

Mother’s Day

2009-05-10T15:44:00.001+08:00

Wahaha! Every Mother’s Day, I’ll give my mum something different. Last year, I gave her a Mother’s Day card I made when I was still a kid. Memorable right??? But I think some ass hole threw it away.. Fcuker is Fcuker. Undeniable.

Anyways, this year I sent my mum an online card from facebook. WAHAHAHA! Fun!! I think it would be the first time she receives something like that? Or maybe she received eCard before le.. =( However, it’s still something different! XD

In addition, Yesterday on the way to work, I was reading a book standing up on the train. Then this baby keep touching me LOL! I look at him then he keep touching me LOL.. Cute baby.. But another different thing that took place in my life again. So many can..

Never update as much as before but I’ll try put in some things that happened. =) I’ve became friends with Xiao Yan aka Iris! She’s into gaming etc like me! And she reads a lot too! What’s even more special is she stays near me!!! We can walk to each other’s house in less then 15mins! Woo! And and!! She loves Stanise and she’s planning to buy a pet terrapin too! OMG!! Maybe our terrapin can play together!! XO Looking forward to it!!

Messy Me

2009-05-07T18:11:00.001+08:00

I’m so messed up now.. I’ve got books to read, movies/ dramas to watch, old textbooks that I don’t need to rid of etc.. Most importantly, to earn $$ to eat well.

I need $$ to eat, to pay for my school materials every week. But so many uncompassionate people whom are selfish, irritating, irks me. I hope that some how Cai Shen will find his way to me and give me money to eat and tide over this crisis I’m having.

Today, I missed school. I guess it’s good I missed school today since I’ve got money enough for a cup of Milo only. When I’ve got such problems, I know who’s good to me and who’s not. Who’s selfish and who’s generous. Hence, I’m glad this happened so I know who are the people that are friends who help when you’re in need. Through this incident, I know my brother is precious to me. When I told him I didn’t have money to eat and starving, he asked me to go to his work place to get money from him! He returned me money and I don’t know if he’s in need of it or what. But from this, I know my brother is really good.

I hope I’ll get out of this mess soon.

Oink chooooo~

2009-05-05T23:09:00.001+08:00

Swine flu arrgh… Aiyo… Everyday must take temperature twice a day.. Sian de lo.. == On Monday IFS lessons, made gluten; Which is used to make mock meat; Which is disgusting. Today we did super saturation wahahhaha. 1week later then can see results… Sad huh? =( Tomorrow P.E going Gym.. I’ve been doing push ups whenever I remember to. Hope Napfa inclined pull up can achieve 5 points as last time! =D

Currently reading a lot of Kathy Reichs books. NICE!!

Today at school, some stupid guy molest his friend and annoyed me at the same time. == A group of Malay guys came into the lift. This particular guy saw me standing at the back, after which, he started to hug his friend, caressed his friend’s back, hip, yuck… I laughed cause it really looked funny. Then I don’t know more people came in or what but they moved in closer. I looked away cause laughing at that seems to be a pretty bad idea, then he keep touching my shoulder! WTF? It’s bad luck ok! And I’ve had enough of bad luck! Though he didn’t pat, he still go touch my shoulder on purpose a couple of times. LUCKY ME! The next floor they got out. WTH. Keep your hands off my shoulder! It’s for $$ to land on k!

== I hope I won’t ever encounter stupid people doing stupid things AGAIN.

=)

2009-04-29T23:17:00.001+08:00

Peace. I’ve decided to delete the post after all. =)

Events makes one learn!

2009-04-29T17:58:00.002+08:00

I’ve learnt a lot with lots of events that happened recently. Through problems, I know who’s good to me and who’s not. =)

Through incidents, I now know that my friends are really good.. I should have never asked too much from them cause they were already good for being the way they are.. I’ve learnt a lot throughout the years and I’ll make sure that I will never let history repeat itself. Like I’ve said, I’m human so I make mistakes so, I try my best so don’t come after me saying I promised blah blah as I’m not perfect, I make mistakes, makes promises to the wrong people etc so yea. Don’t have too much expectations from me can? =) I’m just another average person. =)

*Edited to ensure no casualties will take place.

==

2009-04-28T22:55:00.001+08:00

Lame people talk big. Lame people do lame things. Lame people makes me want to laugh. LOL

What goes around, comes around

2009-04-27T01:56:00.001+08:00

Today, I spent the whole day watching a drama series online. And I finally got left4dead! Woo! Thanks to Sharon!! If not for her who’s willing to spent a day + to send it, then I won’t be able to play it on lappy! Thanks!! Woo!

By the way, some people misunderstand what I say.. I was being sarcastic about some stuff but they took it seriously.. =( So what does this show about those whom thought I was saying good things about them? Eeeee so BHB..

Contradicting, unreasonable, not thinking well..<<<Some people..

=) if that’s how you want to think, then good for you!

X)

2009-04-24T18:39:00.001+08:00

More about school! X)

2009-04-24T16:52:00.001+08:00

The school library!

Sports Management attire .. Unique..

Basketball hoop at the top. Lowered when there’s game.

Behind, those yellow looking things are seats which will move out only when there’s game!! Cool huh??

AHS cheering competition! Sorry for blur picture..

Today was inter school competition. Applied & health science, Info-comm tech, Engineering and Business & services. At first Engineering was leading in the games. However Business took Champion home! They revived! They were suppose to be last.. AHS took third while IT took last while engineering took 2nd. Lucky AHS didn’t take last woo!

As time pass by, I can see more clearly who’s good to me and who’s just self - centred and selfish. Sigh.. Time does reveal the truth..

Ok I’m gonna show a short clip of Stanise the lazy terrapin..==

My deepest regrets..

2009-04-24T01:35:00.001+08:00

What ever I do, it’s still wrong. Maybe that’s why I’m such a bad person. I’ve learnt a new type of person that exist in this virtual world. I’ve learnt my mistake and I’ll be careful on what I’m doing again. I’m imperfect just like anybody. In the past I expect too much. But now, I’ve learnt to accept people the way they are. If I can’t get along with them, I won’t continue mixing around with them lest things gets worse.

I might have hurt people along the way, but then who don’t? Just like people who had hurt me. Hence, I must learn to survive in this cruel world and becareful cause there’s no fairness in the world.

Some times I still don’t know what I’m doing. Like now.. I don’t know what to think anymore.. I hope I’m able to sort out my thinking.. I’m kinda messed up.

Few things I want to admit. Firstly, I do brag. Maybe cause I want to feel good or cause you bragged first. I guess I’ve some inferiority problems.. Sorry to those people whom I actually bragged on purpose..

And I want to thank Sharon.. Thanks for putting the past behind.. I feel so much better.. Sorry for the misery I’ve brought upon you. I was indeed childish and immature. I hope you will move on cause if you don’t it’s all cause I made you the way you are.. Thanks and sorry.. =(

Big sorry to many people I’ve hurt. I know saying sorry won’t help but other then offering my deepest regrets, I don’t have anymore thing to give. It’s all I’ve left in me.. Sorry..

I would like to make truces with all the people that I’ve hurt cause I don’t want to live like a person who hurts many people just like how I don’t like people to hurt me. Maybe I hurt cause I was hurt. Which either ways, it’s wrong. Hope we can go out, shop, chat and have fun. Placing the past behind..

I’ve learnt from Sharon. Sorry was hard to say. I thought it would be weird to say sorry after so long. But I know that I’m still guilty when ever we chat. But I’ve learnt from Sharon.. No matter how late or how weird it will be to say sorry, it’s the thoughts that count. So I left offline message.. Well I’ll do it properly again.. Thanks and sorry..

=(

2009-04-23T18:36:00.001+08:00

Today I woke up late and had muscle ache all over my body.. So I didn’t go school.. =( SOB!! Today is pop corn making day!! I feel so sad not going school… My friend told me they had 2 hour break for lunch AGAIN! And they went Tampines to eat lunch! SOB! ); How i wish I pulled myself up to school today.. Depressed..

Sigh..

I hate people who say something and do another.. It’s very disappointing.. I also hate people who brag. If they want to brag, either I brag more to them or I’ll make them feel that whatever they bragged is actually not a big deal. But I do understand that some times things just happens without you expecting them to happen so things change. And maybe you felt inferior to me in some ways hence you want to brag. Some people try so hard to be something which just makes me feel that they’re very ugly indeed. I’ve seen many ugly side of people that I don’t know what’s beautiful anymore. And these ugly people are contaminating me. Making me feel that it’s ok to do all those ugly things cause they do it too.

I’m becoming more and more unconcerned about people around me. Not as caring as I used to be. Why should I? Nobody’s worth it anyways. Not like they care either so I’m doing the same. I’ve lost compassion and conscience each day I’m living in this ugly world.. Can I ever gain those I’ve lost back?

I’m becoming a very bad person. Though I wish it will stop, at the same time I hope it won’t. I’m becoming colder and colder as days past by. Like ice.

Ok.. Maybe I’m not really becoming more and more colder or losing compassion etc cause I am very emotional. At a moment I can be warm and caring, another, I’m cold and hard. So I might be suffering from that right now cause some people piss me off. I hope it’s really only a moment of sadness..

But seriously.. I really hate certain people. I’m not perfect so stop expecting so much from me when you yourself is such a disappointment. I’m kind enough by not spitting into your face or to insult you so please don’t try your luck. Another type of person I hate. Those who did wrong first and think that I really don’t mind cause I do mind ALOT ONLY THAT I DON’T WANT TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD. I really don’t know why I’m so dumb to take all the miserable things and suffer when it’s not even my fault. If that’s called kindness, I think it gets pretty dumb now no matter how I see it. Maybe dumb people are kind. I’m dumb but I don’t think I’m kind cause I’m really mean when I want to. When I don’t like a person, I’ll show some attitude automatically. Apparently I know who I don’t like now. When I dislike a person, I don’t give a damn about you. When I don’t like what you’re telling me, I’ll pull you down any way I can. Or I might do even meaner stuff. So I’m bad and evil at certain points. I think many people do only that these things happens under different circumstances. For me, if you did me wrong, piss me, make me hate you etc, I will. I will be kind to you; but if you take it for granted, I will be evil. That’s for the care and concerned that I’ve wasted on you cause I feel indignant for being good to such an ass. All the more I don’t think I should be doing anything for them anymore. Like keeping to promises I’ve made. That’s for people who are worth it. Do you think you really worth that after being an ass? I don’t think so..

I hope by making all these black and white, people will know me better. =)

Tiring Wednesday~

2009-04-22T18:29:00.001+08:00

Today is theory day~ EIC and IFS theory was ok.. Not boring or what haha! Today got S&W. Our instructor taught us some simple exercise for NAPFA test. So, we gotta do it at home everyday to have better results. =) We also played some games.. It was pretty tiring after the games haha. Anyways Mrs Ang said tomorrow we will be making pop corns! Woo! Can listen to popping sound haha! Can’t wait!! X) So tomorrow we gotta wear full PPE again haha! X)

I’m blogging early today cause I plan to sleep early tonight.. Everyday not enough sleep later I become panda and can’t stay awake in class then is very stupid lo.. Might as well don’t go school right? == Anyways Jave was admitted into the hospital. We plan to visit him/her this Friday. Hope he/she get well soon..

Let’s talk about my other classmate Xiao Yan.. She behaves rather like Yan Xiu.. BUT she do talk.. =) She’s like an introvert and doesn’t talk much. She always wear different hairclip every single day haha! Today she wore 2ribbon hairclip.. Hey! Don’t think I’m crazy or pervert to notice this ok! Cause apparently, my other 2 friends noticed this too! LMAO! I was real shock la when I realise I wasn’t the only one who took note of this.. But can’t blame us ma.. We see something different about her everyday.. So she basically got our attention with her hairclip LOL! I tried talking to her but she’s like very anti-social.. =X Hope we can be friend with her cause she seems rather lonely..

Lesson in food lab!! X)

2009-04-21T22:41:00.001+08:00

So we had lessons in food lab today. And as you can see, in the food lab, we had to wear hair net, face mask, plastic apron and gloves which are all disposable. Hygiene is very important in the food lab. Today we did some thing rather similar to F&N! We had to identify food group which F&N students have no problem doing. (Not all took F&N. Only a few..) We made tuna sandwich and had to eat too! Haha! Basically, in food lab lessons, we will get to eat what we made haha! We also learnt about healthier food choices such as how to approve a product as a healthier food choice. It’s like being food inspector which I think is pretty cool!

After lessons, Sin Yi, Lee Ye, Ru You, Jave and I went to cafeteria and ate lunch. We chat for a few hours and got to know each other a lot more better! Ru You and Jave are Scorpios.. Oh well.. Defence all up! Ru You seems pretty kind though.. Well take it as it comes I guess.. =( Chatting with them, I suddenly feel at ease cause we all have problems that force us to mature.. Ok not all of us but then, better than in the past when I was the only who was really having problems though it’s all ok now wahahahahahah! And Sin Yi asked me to watch movie with her this Saturday.. Hope no work!! Then can watch!! 17 again~ LOL I am gonna be 18 and so fast I want to be 17 again LMAO! X) Ok ok!! I know it’s lame.. X) Ru You suggested that all of us go gym 3 times a week with the purpose to train and pass NAPFA and to keep fit haha! X) Looking forward to everything~ Tomorrow need to go Chinese Orchestra Orientation.. =)

Made another friend and her name is Jovel.. She’s always duo with a girl called Vanessa so I thought they were BFF. However, only today did I learnt that Vanessa was her RL sister!! No wonder they look rather alike.. Her family is real open minded.. I’m not gonna elaborate on that. Haha! She’s seems rather good too! She’s cancer!! Same as me!! But she’s a year younger haha! X)

=P Yay! I’ve finally ate the ice cream they sold in school! X) It’s rather popular as all of them were sold out!! So I was left with very few options.. Must buy it at earlier time!! Hmmph!

Anyway, it’s really nice cause I’m learning some thing rather new and fun! Hope it will always be fun and new! X) Hope more great things will continue to happen!! XP

Stanise is adorable today!! X)

A view of my school haha! =P

Acidic enough to corrode your body…

2009-04-20T23:34:00.001+08:00

In my course, we have to handle corrosive acids. Wahahaha! Reminds me of how in the older days, some people use such corrosive acids to melt girl’s face.. *evil smirk* Just kidding la.. Sudden terrible thoughts don’t mean I’ll do that right! However, I finally know how those evil people get such acid! =O

Lessons officially starts today! Woo!

2009-04-20T23:03:00.001+08:00

Ok school is really really good today! I’ve really got an idea on what I’m going to do! It’s like so interesting and fun Woo!

Anyways, had to wear ppe (personal protective equipments) for ALL practical. We had to wear laboratory coat, goggles, covered shoe and in some situations; gloves. For some even “dangerous” experiments, we had to wear respirator!! Today, we were taught on how to handle spillages. It was real funny cause we had a few jokers whom really gave a very “vivid” demo to how to handle it. Haha!

After which, we had lunch before I met Siner for a job interview at Dian Xiao Er and I’ve gotten the job if I heard the man correctly haha!

Had really good friends in school and they are Wathy (I got her name right this time!), Sin Yi, Lee Ye and Ru You. And acquaintances are Xiao Yan, Dzakiiyah, Athirah, Nad, Jave and some which I still can’t remember their names.. =X I’ve got short term memory so let me off this time!! X)

Today I followed Wathy to go to the bus stop just outside school to accompany her while she smokes. Her friend approached and they chatted. Was kinda awkward.. Anyways, I saw under the overhead bridge, there was like a pile of cigarettes! Other than that, There were plastic cups disposed there too! Lucky I have to wear long pants. Or I think I would have been attacked by mozzies!! D;

I’m really into this whole new “heck-care” attitude of mine.. I don’t care as much as before and I hope I remain this way.. I feel so relaxed and free this way. =P

In addition, the past few days had been really busy for me.. I had to work on Sat cause my dad called me down, I fainted BUT was still semi-conscious =) So I spent my Sunday afternoon sleeping too cause fainting really ain’t a good feeling! Lucky me! I’ve never faint and being embarrassed by it yet and I hope I won’t! Suppose to go out with Sis Sabrina. However, I woke up late.. And had to mop the floor like I promised my mum and to iron my uniform for the following day. In the end I didn’t meet her. (Heard she was reeeaaaaaaallly angry that she sound like she’s gonna kill some one.. Probably me..=X)

All in all, it’s cool!!! Woo!! X) By the way, I’m gonna retake my math and science next year! Cause school provide free tuition and enrichment class to assist us in our O’s! Yay!! X)

And I’ve been watching some dramas online too. Kinda addicted to it. Hmm must stop!! X)

31st post

2009-04-17T23:34:00.001+08:00

Irritating things happened but gonna continue with the heck care attitude I’ve developed. I’ve said what I want and I don’t want people making any more nuisance. So, I hope they have some thing better to do with life cause I’ve much more meaningful things to do then to deal with them AGAIN. Attention seekers. ==

I’m gonna concentrate on studies and excel in it! X)

INTERESTING!!

2009-04-17T22:40:00.001+08:00

Today, I had to suffer from 2 problems kids are giving me. First my sister’s friend. Second, my cousin’s classmate. Seriously I hate irritating problems. I’ve changed. I hate problems. I’ve having this “heck care” attitude as long as it doesn’t piss me off. I hope my cousin’s classmate better stop her childish acts etc; Cause I seriously am not looking forward to seeing her again! Yea I called them bitches on my blog. But then they are insulting my whole family, and what about not being sincere at all? And I even heard they were being bitches again however I close one eye? WTF? Then they really really VERY FREE ENOUGH TO CONTINUE THE FUCKING PROBLEM? WTH? I LOVE MY BLOG TO BE SIMPLE BLACK AND GREEN CAUSE I DON’T LIKE EXTRA STUFF CAN’T AR? At least I am original being like that. And cause no blog skin can satisfy me so what? And that girl Jina said that her cousin’s friend blogged about that? Seriously.. And that cousin’s friend posted:

Firstly, I never really thought I’m being cool but if they thought I was cool…oh well.. AND THEY SHOULD WATCH Detroit Metal City. Cause mushroom hair is cool ok? The death god said so!! Woo! OH YA I FORGOT! They underage wor.. Aww… TOO BAD for them.. Rather outdated thinking mushroom hair isn’t nice..(you shi mei shi) Got thing no thing? Hello? Look who’s talking.. Some one is free enough to find problem then I can’t free enough to help? I’m helping myself too can? Cause they insulted me too! And you know what? They are still doing it.. == I am standing up for MYSELF can’t arh? So what business did her cousin’s friend had? Don’t be lame can… Stupid idiot? Pot calling the kettle black. == And yea I don’t do empty talk cause I also execute what I’ve said. If that’s what you called an action mama, thank you for praising me.. =) In addition, I don’t really think I was cool. Although I want to be! LOL! Looking at that post, I guess she felt that I was cool cause that thought did came across her mind? O_O Thank you again!! Other than that, I do look at the mirror everyday to comb my hair neat. Look SO FAT? O_O Well hey I already know I am fat but not THAT FAT and I hate the idea of being skinny cause I think it’s what image conscious girls do. If I’m very fat the way I am, that person who said that must be suffering from anorexia nervosa.. Aww.. I really pity her..

<This is probably how she see herself in the mirror.. T_T

She said my aunt is very skinny? I guess she must be real jealous… =( Don’t be sad.. Put a smile on that face!! X)

And yea she’s growing older everyday.. Ain’t we the same? OMFG! Is she thinking she’s immortal??? MAYBE she wants to be!!

<<I didn’t know she likes metal that much.. She should really go watch DMC =) She’ll love it LOL!

Apparently, I think she is super free like me to be posting “that” when it’s none of her business.. UNLESS she’s a very nosy person who likes to poke her noses into people’s business a lot hahahaha! Hmm oh well..X)

3rd day of schooooool!

2009-04-16T02:09:00.001+08:00

Woo!! I don’t have to dye my hair black!! Can just highlight black haha! BUT I bought dark brown instead!

Anyways..can see it’s brown..=( Hope it’s ok!!!! OMG

Today went school at 1pm, then the section head talk to us.. Say our school is very very hard to enter and we’re really fortunate and congratulates us. Well I didn’t know that.. Anyways today was pretty ok.. Hope it be good throughout the whole year!!

2nd Day of School!!

2009-04-15T02:34:00.003+08:00

Today was the second day of school and it's pretty goood!! I've made a few friends!! And some of them look around my age however, Wanti (if I remember correctly) and Jave are 20 and 23 respectively!! =O Shocked!! Anyways, they're really good! Wanti was introvert like me!!

Anyways, I gotta get my hair dyed back to black.. Better I guess since my plan to look mature with dyed hair didn't work out. =( OMG.... I'm expecting lots of misunderstandings from people again.. The whole "how old are you?" hoo ha is gonna happen AGAIN! OH And I almost forget to mention who I saw in school today!!

Ok my senior, Naqiah! We chatted till the teacher came. Next time if I've got any problems, I'm expecting to have her as my "tutor". Saw Finn, Rahman and Hisham too.. Gosh.. During the CCA fair, I saw 2 ex BDSian and Chinese Orchestra members!! Both actually recoginize me! One I know is Xinni another I don't know her name. However, she knows me!! Other than that, I've also seen many people from BDS! Some I don't know their names, some I do know such as WeiLun.. So many BDSian!! =O So what CCA should I join? Hmm.... Anyways, I am getting my hair dyed in our one and only beauty school.. OMG I hope those people who are doing the hair are students who had attachment already!! T_T The future of my hair is in their hands!!

And tomorrow school starts at 1pm!! GOOOODD!! Can sleep in!! WOO!

1st Day of School!!! X)

2009-04-13T23:49:00.004+08:00

Gosh! School was really rather goooood! =O I thought my class will have lots of bad company but most all of them are real friendly!! They got talk to me but I guess I'm rather anti-social and not outgoing, hence when they ask me some thing, I just answer.. == Gosh don't know why am I like that!!

Tomorrow I will try my best to talk to them..(IMPOSSIBLE)

Anyways, I saw so many ex classmates in the school! First, I met Fely when I alight the bus. Second, Quraisha (IDK how to spell her name =X) in the indoor sports hall. Third, Yan Xiu! She saw me and looked shocked..=O LMAO Forth, Kim Hock!!! At staircase area. 5th,6th,7th was Firdaus, Fareez and Fahmi!! (Not sure about the spellings of their names =X) And the last one I saw today was Suhaily!! (dk how to spell.....)

And today, AFS (Applied Food Science) took 2nd in the challenge!! Woo!

After school, I went to meet Charlene cause she wanted to watch Detroit Metal City.. The movie was ok.. Not that funny like Siner described.. More of gayness..Eeeee.. Charlene laugh at the start already while I was ==" LOL

Anyways, I shopped too! I think I will never buy cheap stuff anymore! == The canvas shoe I bought before at $15, had the rubber string came off!! And it looked so ugly! So I went to buy a new shoe.. Cause it is what I seek for so I bought it!! But the price.. == Bought a dress ( I think).. I bought the black one while Charlene bought the white one. It's expensive BUT the difference between them and what I've tried on at C.O.A.X is like so different can!! The material, design, cutting is all better than those cheap crap that has lose strings, holes etc!! == I bought tights and shorts too! Yay!! Finally bought a short!!! But it's not cheap either.. ==

Buying only 4 items cost alot already.. =( But I think as long as it suits me, comfortable, it's worth it! $$ Can always be earned back! =)

At least I'm not a shopaholic! X)

Grandparents house!!

2009-04-12T00:44:00.004+08:00

Today, I went to Yenie, Yuan Yan, Justin's house to meet Zick and the 3 of them. I was late as usual.. == I went all the way there to fetch them cause Yuan Yan said she don't know how to take public transport???? OMG... *Horrified* They are driven around since they were young. (Pampered by parents)

And cause there were 5 of us in total, we took a cab to grandparent's house. When we were younger, I don't know how to get along with them as we were rather different in many ways. Now that they've all grown up, we can get along real well! Tomorrow I'm going to their house again. Justin asked me to go! He's real adorable and sensible!! I thought he was a spoilt brat. == Haha! Tomorrow gonna audi with them yay! Hope tomorrow will be an amazing day! Kinship is Superb!

*Shh.. Gonna bring Stanise.. HeeHee!*

By the way..

I was clearing my email's inbox etc, I came upon this mail I've recieved and forward. And it still makes me laugh so I would want to post it up here hahaha!

Funny Complaint Letter of a TP student
Pls pass it around to other poly studentz or sec sch studentz. Real funny, THIS IS NOT A SPAM!!!

Dear Principal, Complain on Temasek Polytechnic School Fee lim bei ka li kong, you have charge me with unfair school fee. Lim bei bo join any student union wat 4 charge me wif student union fee! KNN... i attachment outside still charge me internet access fee,ke si ar! Yio siew, u think lim bei rich ar! KNN i work till siao also jus barely make it. Still retain me for 1 sem. u think everyone makin $$ like u all ar. Kaoz... Econ bad leh... still dun gif discount stay for 3 years liao, discount a bit cannot ar. Ge Gao! i go buy food for 2 weeks auntie oso charge less, somemore i study TP 3 years liao still no rebate. still wan me to pay extra $$. KNN, next time u try ppl overcharge u lar.
Wa lao eh, last time tt indian principal let us play dai dee in school, u now come liao then cannot play. wat freakin problem u have!!! u cant win in dai dee also cant stop us from playin wat. All work n no play make us dumb students k! u read so much still dunno ar. wat kinda of a freakin principal r u! u think u big ar! ur size big onli. do nuttin n earn so much! na bei take my school fee go play mahjong issit! kaoz, pay so much but facilities still so bad. canteen no air con, so many birds fly here, fly there. U think funny issit!
swimmin pool so small, somemore no lady life guard. and the dance studio no ppl dancin air con still on, u think air con bill u pay one ar! waste my money on unuse air con! somemore the sports facilities oso lao ya one, basketball bo hong, squash ball buay tiao. na bei, u think funny issit!
I oso wanna tok bout the lab ar, KNN build more lab lar! free access always full. and we use to have a set of equipment each for lab but now 2 person share 1. u sell the rest issit! earn profit still raise school fee! u outside earn so much then still kapok our school fee. Ke si ar! u so good then go SP lar.SP big school and more students, u can exploit them wat. u think TP students hao qi fu ar! Burn ur car then u know. So rich ar, employ a security to 'protect' ur car somemore still got 1 video cam. u think u drive sports car or Limo?! u car onli Nissan Sunny, act machiam like very high class like tt. Ppl drive Benz oso park outside ar.
All Poly got fast food except TP, u go build 1 fast food resturantlar...damn pai seh u noe, ppl always make fun TP no fast food. Carona oso bo yong... u keep so many Kois for wat, u think our school fee for u to buy Kois ar!
i hope that u charge less (better if no need pay school fee).Otherwise undesirable action will be taken against you and your damn car!.
from a very buay song student, T0uy@ Akr@

Shopping!

2009-04-11T02:09:00.008+08:00

X) It was a public holiday, and as expected, the Tampines 1 was really crowded..

I wanted to buy new clothes. However, nothing really caught my eye.

In the end, I bought all these...

Betty & Veronica boy trouble part 1-4

2 other special editions are with Sharon =D

Mini toons Gummies with my Favorite turtle as packaging!!

Roller Caster Tycoon 3!!!

House of the dead III
The game you only get to play in arcade and hard to survive..
PC was really easier by alot..

Logitech mouse~ Zebra stripes!!

And I've finally got myself a pillow!!!! That old one wasn't high enough! D=
In addition, I've also got myself MicroSD card for my DS!! Yippy!!

Yawns~ Real tired... So long for now!! X)

School...

2009-04-10T02:28:00.003+08:00

OMG.. The day is approaching..

Must report to school on monday at 9am in uniform.

I pray that school will be good..

Please be good!

AND!

I once bet with some one something. This person sweared that it won't ever happened! It REALLY HAPPENED! I want to collect $$... Sob.. OMG $_$ I WANT!

T______________________________________T

2009-04-08T02:00:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!! Sob... She sleeps with me de.. This bed is empty w/o her.. Sob..

Hey! She's smells nice, clean, never shits neither did she urine on my bed can! >:(

Sob... She must be wondering where I am and all scared and lonely.. Hope my dad is not bullying her.. T__________T

Anyways, I'm lazy to continue yesterday's post. I think nobody cares about what happened.

School is gonna start.. Oh My Gosh!

X)

2009-04-06T22:51:00.010+08:00

I was at Lavender MRT station catching the last train on Sunday and saw this..

What do you think happened? o_o

Gosh.. Today.. TIRING! I went to my cousin's school with my brother cause I promised to fetch her. I wore the best I could to look mature so that the 2 bitch will be so terrified they pee in their pants!

Nah.. I was just kidding about making them pee in their pants!

Anyways, after we met with our cousin, we asked her to bring us to her school cause we want to find that 2 bitches and beat them up so badly they beg us to stop! ==

Isn't that what most people think? Ok maybe only that Sarah (again..Not the Sarah I/we know of!) thinks so cause she was acting like I'm gonna do that.. == Please lo.. I'm civilised can? The worst thing I can do is use venomous words on them. Which I didn't really do..

In fact, I want both bitch to sit down with my bro, cousin and I and start explaining why they were so fucked up. (Of cause I'll change all vulgar words to polite words.. ==)

Right outside her school, we saw our xiao gu. So we told her why we were there and what we wanted to do. She agreed that we should confront these kids and speak to the principal. However, my cousin keep saying she don't want. I presume she's afraid that she herself will get into hot soup cause she used vulgarities to counter attack. Or she's probably afraid that those 2 bitches will make life difficult for her or scold her. I reassure her so many times that they won't dare after we bring this matter to the principal. But of course she's still scared.

Just then, that Jina bitch came out of school. she saw my cousin with us and from the look of her face and the speed she's walking, she probably guessed who came to school. WAHAHAHAHA! I meant what I said on the Cbox can? Scared arh? I'll let you know what's fear and death! ==

She ignored our presence and walked quickly. So we went after her and I called out loud JINA CHEU on the streets that there's no way she can pretend she didn't hear. WAHAHAHA still want to play? Oh I forgot to mention. Those 2 bitch didn't believe I will go to their school to look for them. In school, Sarah dared my cousin say "ask your cousin come la! I'm waiting!". == See? NO sincerity when she said sorry on the Cbox to my cousin on Sunday night. I knew it when I saw the indirect insults. She STUPID CAN? She think a 18.. no correction 21 year old (my cousin lied about my age) like me can't see such an insult? SHE MUST BE CRAZY?

Obviously this Sarah thinks highly of herself. She thinks she's smart but cause she's so "high" that she has forgotten in reality, she's stupid to challenge a 18 year old/ 21 year old.

Back to what I was initially saying.. They thought I was merely saying? Well sad for them, I took GREAT actions. Jina Cheu that bitch didn't see this coming despite my warnings.. *shakes head* I gave them a chance and they blew it. TOO BAD BITCH!

Jina stopped on her tracks and reluctantly turn and wait for me to approach her. I asked her where was Sarah and she said she was still in school. Cause she wasn't my target cause she said that she didn't insult my cousin. It was Sarah who posted those on her blog.. == Kids are really bad at lying but what can I say? " HEY YOU LIAR YOU DARE LIE TO ME? I WAS WATCHING YOU WHEN YOU TYPED THAT POST!" I must be as crazy as Sarah if I really said that.. o_o

== Obviously I've no evidence so I let her go. If she thought she was good at lying, GREAT MAN! Next time she lies to another person then unlucky get beaten up shiok can? By the way.. JINA CHEU IS A DAMN LIAR. SHE LIED TO ME SO MUCH I KNEW BUT I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING.. ARRGH!

Ok I felt so much better capping all these.. I'm not angry.. Just got to let it all out. Keeping it all in and playing nice to them was really hard ya know.. =(

So we let her go cause she was so useless, we went back to wait outside school for the target.

Ok cut the crap. == In the end Sarah didn't appear, she probably ran out from the back door after being informed by Jina. So we went straight to the general office to ask for the principal.

Sadly, the principal was in a meeting so the vice-principal came to talk to us.

Ok I'm so tired.. Want to sleep..Later wake up then continue and finish this post..

SIGH..

2009-04-06T03:43:00.003+08:00

After being online for so long, I'm like not that angry anymore? Cause I'm thinking "kids are like that. why so calculative with them when they're still so immature?" Hence, I went back to the bitch's blog and had left a few message on her blog. I told her not to push her luck around me already. Gosh she better listen OR THAT BITCH IS REALLY REALLY GONA GET IT.

Obviously these kids insults people on their blog w/o thinking about consequences.

Looking at what I've done, I kinda regret. It's like why let it bother me so much? I really care about many things too much. They're probably gona say "that YL is like typing to herself on my cbox." o_o Can't help it that you're asleep and I'm still awake right? =_=" I'm like contradicting myself. First I say I won't let this matter rest till some thing is done about it. Now I'm giving them chances? My mood really changes fast..

OMG

2009-04-06T01:33:00.003+08:00

So many things have happened!! I'll post that maybe later or next time ba..Let's talk about today..

My cousin gave me a call and I thought cause she suddenly wants to know how I'm doing after so many years.. She's primary 6 this year.

She called and told me she was bullied in school.. Some bitch insulted her called her yuan yuan, fishball etc. And by calling her yuan yuan, I felt insulted too.. I think this whole generation, all my cousins middle names which are yuan will be deeply insulted. So I asked my cousin to give me her friend who's also that bitch's friend. Jina. I talked to her like an adult and you know what? She sound like as if she's good girl and meant what she said. But on their blog's cbox, she's another bitch. LOL. Ok I LOL cause what happened next was pretty funny. That bitch called sarah (not the sarah I/we know!)was rather contradicting.. I left a message on their cbox. Asking them to give me a call. I even left my number that risking people prank calling. Ok hard to recall everything..I'll copy paste.. (Read from below. Older ones can't be found sad..)It's rather tiring talking to kids you know..

5 Apr 09, 18:58
YuanYan: Ehhs, according to my cousin. Jina say her blog post ishh you write one.
5 Apr 09, 18:56
YuanYan: Okayys. I tell her.
5 Apr 09, 18:33
Sarah: okays fine buy ehs i dun wan ur cousin come find me and sorry luhs....be friends le lorh ok?
5 Apr 09, 17:49
YuanYan: And , kindly remove those post. Blog is your daily life. And not fer scolding people. And Jina's too.
5 Apr 09, 17:45
YuanYan: Fine. Your problem.
5 Apr 09, 17:25
Sarah: i dun wna trouble
5 Apr 09, 17:25
Sarah: i nt meetin you kays
5 Apr 09, 17:21
Sarah: i nt afraid is just i tired to argue woth you
5 Apr 09, 17:20
Sarah: sry
5 Apr 09, 17:20
Sarah: i dun wan argue with you kle
5 Apr 09, 17:17
YuanYan: daft girl. cry say la. poopkeneni
5 Apr 09, 17:15
YL: haha nvm nvm i go out le so i'll c u tmr sarah..=)
5 Apr 09, 17:13
Sarah: daft isiot
5 Apr 09, 17:12
Sarah: lols i cry?wth
5 Apr 09, 17:08
YuanYan: ehhs, cousinkinish come my blog. needa ask something~
5 Apr 09, 17:07
YuanYan: mayb.
5 Apr 09, 17:06
YL: hey sarah r u crying?
5 Apr 09, 17:05
YuanYan: talk to her , keep type wrong. like not talking. better dunt talk.
5 Apr 09, 17:04
YL: or wait fr ur parents to solve it
5 Apr 09, 17:04
YL: decide it urself. call nw to settle this matter
5 Apr 09, 17:04
YL: the moment u do bad thing, u shld kw retribution will come
5 Apr 09, 17:03
YL: hey daft girl u're taking too long
5 Apr 09, 17:03
YL: u wan my num agn?
5 Apr 09, 17:03
YuanYan: nono, sincer her bdae coming. lets make it 21.
5 Apr 09, 17:02
YL: =)
5 Apr 09, 17:02
YL: since ive alrdy said
5 Apr 09, 17:02
YL: so call nw
5 Apr 09, 17:02
YL: LMAO
5 Apr 09, 17:02
YuanYan: haishh , scared say barh. no need at there nehnehneh. shes 20 happy?
5 Apr 09, 17:02
YL: ==
5 Apr 09, 17:02
YL: it's a science word?
5 Apr 09, 17:01
Sarah: mro ethan thta?
5 Apr 09, 17:01
Sarah: 18?
5 Apr 09, 17:01
YL: ==
5 Apr 09, 17:01
YL: y wont i kw
5 Apr 09, 17:01
YL: LOL
5 Apr 09, 17:01
YL: u daft girl
5 Apr 09, 17:01
Sarah: i guess you dun know what it means bahs
5 Apr 09, 17:01
YL: LOL
5 Apr 09, 17:01
YL: legal to drive
5 Apr 09, 17:01
Sarah: haha whta a bitumen
5 Apr 09, 17:01
YL: LMAO
5 Apr 09, 17:01
Sarah: why must call?
5 Apr 09, 17:01
YL: haha wad a kid
5 Apr 09, 17:00
Sarah: tell and i call
5 Apr 09, 17:00
YL: cant talk?
5 Apr 09, 17:00
YL: r u mute?
5 Apr 09, 17:00
YL: LOL
5 Apr 09, 17:00
YL: hurry~
5 Apr 09, 17:00
Sarah: lols
5 Apr 09, 17:00
Sarah: you become handicapp already? cannot type?
5 Apr 09, 17:00
YL: =)
5 Apr 09, 17:00
YL: gimme a call and i'll tell u
5 Apr 09, 16:59
YL: X)
5 Apr 09, 16:59
YL: im insane? den call me b4 i become so crazy
5 Apr 09, 16:59
Sarah: tell
5 Apr 09, 16:59
Sarah: yes very
5 Apr 09, 16:59
Sarah: tell me your age
5 Apr 09, 16:59
YL: haha is it impt to kw my age?
5 Apr 09, 16:59
Sarah: your're isane
5 Apr 09, 16:58
Sarah: scared to tell me?
5 Apr 09, 16:58
Sarah: what's your age?
5 Apr 09, 16:58
YL: X)
5 Apr 09, 16:58
YL: happy birthday!
5 Apr 09, 16:58
YL: and ur parents
5 Apr 09, 16:58
YL: principals
5 Apr 09, 16:58
YL: i'll approach ur teachers
5 Apr 09, 16:58
Sarah: wake up your idea
5 Apr 09, 16:58
Sarah: jus spelt it wrongly la pls
5 Apr 09, 16:58
YL: i have screen shots
5 Apr 09, 16:58
Sarah: what i went too far
5 Apr 09, 16:58
YL: i dun find u nvm
5 Apr 09, 16:58
Sarah: you dumb arhs
5 Apr 09, 16:58
YL: im gona go to ur sch
5 Apr 09, 16:57
YL: cus u're GUILTY
5 Apr 09, 16:57
YL: and u kw wad?
5 Apr 09, 16:57
YL: cus u're afraid
5 Apr 09, 16:57
YL: keep saying come call lo blah blah den dun gimme ur number
5 Apr 09, 16:57
YL: if u r civilised den gimme ur number.. u dun cus U'RE SCARED.. apparent'ly im wasting time here wif sme kid who thinks so highly of herself..
5 Apr 09, 16:56
YuanYan: WHY MUST TELL UE POOPKENENI
5 Apr 09, 16:56
YuanYan: I CHANGE EUR NAME TO SALAD. NOW RUNNING AWAY. SCARED LOSE AR. NOW WHO LOSER.
5 Apr 09, 16:56
Sarah: tell me your age
5 Apr 09, 16:56
YuanYan: where got ppl say demself. you went too far. you SAY I YUANYUAN FIRST ONE LA
5 Apr 09, 16:55
Sarah: you are out of your mind. i jus dun wanna waste my time on you. i have more impt things to do. if you wanna say i scared then go ahead kays? ppl who are civilised like me will know what's best.
5 Apr 09, 16:54
YL: yuan yan dun talk lyk tat..dun stoop to their levels..
5 Apr 09, 16:54
YuanYan: AND DHEN HORH <> EU kant spell properly.
5 Apr 09, 16:53
YL: don't make me get impatient hor..
5 Apr 09, 16:53
YuanYan: I OF COURSE GO SCH CUT PPL HAIR xD
5 Apr 09, 16:53
YL: u better think wisely.. call now, gimme ur number or wait i find u..=)
5 Apr 09, 16:52
YL: i'll b waiting..
5 Apr 09, 16:52
YL: nvm tmr i'm going to ur sch..pls rmb to go sch

5 Apr 09, 16:52
YL: changing facts? did i? i dunk think so..
5 Apr 09, 16:52
YL: btw i said sorry wor.. =(
5 Apr 09, 16:52
YuanYan: PEOPLE IS TALKING BEHIND EUR BACK MUAN
5 Apr 09, 16:52
YuanYan: COS HORH
5 Apr 09, 16:51
YuanYan: AND SEE WHAT UE WROTE.
5 Apr 09, 16:51
YL: nvm tmr i'll go sch find u X)
5 Apr 09, 16:51
Sarah: hah worst birthdya? haha i think it's the best!
5 Apr 09, 16:51
YuanYan: UE SAY I CALL EU
5 Apr 09, 16:51
YuanYan: YOU FIRST LA. I ALSO BO CALL UE
5 Apr 09, 16:51
Sarah: mai change facts? s'nt she rude?
5 Apr 09, 16:51
Sarah: u see what ur cousin wrote?
5 Apr 09, 16:51
YuanYan: POOPKENENI
5 Apr 09, 16:51
YL: don't give me so much crap. either u call me or i call u. jina has my num so dun crap around
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YuanYan: IDK EUR NUMBER
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YuanYan: AND DHEN HORH
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YuanYan: MUAHHAHAHAH
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YuanYan: THIS IS EUR WORST BIRTHDAY
5 Apr 09, 16:50
Sarah: she called me fro like a few times
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YuanYan: AND DHEN HORH
5 Apr 09, 16:50
Sarah: not i usin her account is she tell me de haha
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YuanYan: MAI CHANGE FACTS LA.
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YL: so r u saying u scared so dun dare call?
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YuanYan: POOPKENENI
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YuanYan: DHEN I CALL UE SALAD ONE LA.
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YL: LOL
5 Apr 09, 16:50
YuanYan: AND DHEN HORH, YOU CALL ME YUANYUAN FIRST LA
5 Apr 09, 16:49
YL: LOL den let me kw ur num? y keep sayin i dk? if i dun gime lo
5 Apr 09, 16:49
Sarah: please luh u call jina and scold her lorhs he say one then she sayin u reprimanded her LOL.
5 Apr 09, 16:49
YL: AND LOL i said those stuff to jina not u..unless, u were using her acc...
5 Apr 09, 16:48
Sarah: ehs u wan call then call anywya i'm not chattin wif anyone on the phone? are u lyin are u sayin that u cannot get throug my phone? cause u DUN even noe my numbuh!!
5 Apr 09, 16:48
YL: talk to me so i kw she's at fault
5 Apr 09, 16:48
YL: Ahem. did i say i wan2 reprimand u2? unless u're guilty i dun c why u dun meet up with me. and it's not lyk im gona beat u up or wad..unless u're guilty =) since u said i stand on her side,
5 Apr 09, 16:45
YL: and since i dun hav give it to me lo..y? scared?
5 Apr 09, 16:45
YL: LOL hey I didn't ask if your bro secondary sch.. ==
5 Apr 09, 16:41
Sarah: !
5 Apr 09, 16:41
Sarah: hahas try callin lorh
5 Apr 09, 16:41
Sarah: u noe my number meh?
5 Apr 09, 16:41
Sarah: sry hor my brother also not in secondary school le hor
5 Apr 09, 16:40
Sarah: huh?
5 Apr 09, 16:40
Sarah: then she wad?
5 Apr 09, 16:37
YL: i dun mind talkin to ur bro either =)
5 Apr 09, 16:37
YL: sorry hor i not in secondary sch le. And im trying to call u pls hang up wif who ever u r chatting wif
5 Apr 09, 16:33
YuanYan: & G CHEU . My cousin talk to you liao . Still one talk what
5 Apr 09, 16:33
YuanYan: She not SECONDARY
5 Apr 09, 16:31
Sarah: anyway u cousin secondary wad?
5 Apr 09, 16:31
Sarah: YUANYAN u say ur cousin wan talk right? my brother say can talk to him no problem
5 Apr 09, 16:30
Jina: i REALLy wanna call ur cousin the YL
5 Apr 09, 16:30
Jina: if i not jina then i who?
5 Apr 09, 16:22
YuanYan: You sure you Jina?
5 Apr 09, 16:18
jina-yl: what's ur number? i wan call you
5 Apr 09, 16:17
jina: what's your number??

Ok so I came home thinking it's solved. And I saw this.

Hais.......Finally settled the matter of yuanyan.............i really learnt a lesson......dun underestimate people whoIQ'a are lower then u, they may be irritatin but as we,both humans,have No right to interparet with each other......yeah...and this may be stupid but sorry yuanyan and cousin...i did'nt meant to scold u all those words i was just fked up yeah ............hais thats all fer now i'm goin out for dinner!!swensens!!!hehes bye bye all!

Who in the fucking world is she referring as low IQ? Still insulting.. Guess it's in her blood.

So I am really angry yet calmed I spam her with:
YL: how exciting..
6 Apr 09, 01:29
YL: X)
6 Apr 09, 01:29
YL: And you'll get it tomorrow..
6 Apr 09, 01:28
YL: So haha for some one like you who don't repent, a GREAT lesson to be taught for you..
6 Apr 09, 01:28
YL: hence i think saying u no mother or father and comparing to insult the whole family, you're pretty F up here
6 Apr 09, 01:27
YL: so it''s like offending more then hmm 10 people?
6 Apr 09, 01:27
YL: SO not only have you insulted yuan yan, you insulted people who gaves us our names which is our parents, grandparents
6 Apr 09, 01:26
YL: cause for my family, this generation all of us are named yuan " "
6 Apr 09, 01:26
YL: FYI do you know why this is such a big deal for me?
6 Apr 09, 01:24
YL: And hey I'm so pissed with you now can i do the same by using those words? =(
6 Apr 09, 01:23
YL: and you know what? you're irritating yourself so I'm doing the same cause it seems that you enjoy it!
6 Apr 09, 01:23
YL: And well if you can't understand another person, basically is cause You DON'T EVEN TRY?
6 Apr 09, 01:22
YL: And well I'm so happy with your blog so i love to stay here.. X) WTH are you even saying throughout the whole thing? =O
6 Apr 09, 01:21
YL: and only idiots will post stupid post to let people put stupid comments.. Haha you're getting pretty funny here..
6 Apr 09, 01:20
YL: pathetic losers? are you refering to yourself?
6 Apr 09, 01:20
YL: I have my stand too and you said you don't talk to dogs.. well you already did.. liar..
6 Apr 09, 01:19
YL: And i was so friendly to you but u aint.. what a liar you are.. *hurt*
6 Apr 09, 01:19
YL: Btw you have multiple spelling mistakes so.. well You not really an A student ba?
6 Apr 09, 01:18
YL: this all happens cause you brought it upon yourself remember that. =)
6 Apr 09, 01:17
YL: Seriously I hate people like you. If i dont see u get what u deserve this matter wont rest.

6 Apr 09, 01:17
YL: If yuan yan is low IQ, by arguing with some 1 whom you think is like that..WELL i think it just makes you pretty daft yourself..
6 Apr 09, 01:16
YL: And you think you're so smart? So what? It seems you're pretty stupid to do this lame stuff.
6 Apr 09, 01:15
YL: Oh in school I learnt that if people bully you, approach an adult so I don't think I'm doing anything wrong?
6 Apr 09, 01:15
YL: And I've no rights to reprimand you so what give you the right to insult and critisize others?
6 Apr 09, 01:14
YL: You said I don't know the whole story? Apparently you didn't make your stand either so too bad for yourself?
6 Apr 09, 01:13
YL: Oh and seriously..If you think you secondary school life will be peaceful..HAHA think again..
6 Apr 09, 01:12
YL: And I hope you tell your parents about it before they find out themselves..=)
6 Apr 09, 01:11
YL: Apparently some people don't admit to their mistakes..Just saying it NOT sincerely meaning it. SO I'll see you tomorrow.
6 Apr 09, 01:11
YL: See you tomorrow girls..=)

Looking at her profile can make you want to beat her up.. Seriously..It's like changed on purpose to continue insulting. (which explains some things i typed in the cbox) And it's contradicting anyways. This girl.. nono.. correction..This BITCH here is asking for trouble..

Name Sarah.
School RVPS.
Birthday 05/04/1997.
Don't just judge me by the looks .
I can me SUPPERRRR friendly to you
if you are being friendly to me!?!:)
So what if i'm from a not so good class?
I have MY stand and I dun talk to DOGS
and pathetic LOSERS,Only idiots will
post stupid comments on blogs,and if u r
not happy wif my blog then just scram :P
WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU EVEN DOIN HERE? . :)

What the hell is she even in this world? Such a bitch should have never come onto earth and just rot in hell..MAYBE she's suppose to come up here to learn it the hard way.. O_O

Anyways tomorrow I'm going to fetch my cousin and look for those two bitches. If I don't find them, sad for them..I'll approach the principal and then the principal is going to call up on their parents, then they're gona be banned from using the internet LMAO. Funny can.. ==

I hope things goes well tomorrow.. X) will update! (It may seem stupid for some people that I'm arging with kids but I've got bullied in Primary6 before and apparently it changed me. It left a scar k..)=(

Adapted from siner X)

2009-04-05T16:42:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

18th post

2009-04-03T12:59:00.003+08:00

I was on my way home from meeting sister and her boyfriend,
saw this stall set up by 2 south african man..
1 was wearing tribal clothes!!
And see-ing such an interesting stall I took a closer look..
They were selling good luck necklace made from camel bone!
Don't yuck or what k!
It's unique! X)
Please do go check it out. It's at bus interchange at the alighting place! X)

9 more days..

2009-04-03T03:04:00.003+08:00

Another 9 more days and school will start woo! Hope things will be good! =) Many of us are going to start school soon.. And each one of us takes a different route.. Good luck people! Study hard or everything will come to a nought! X)

*Charlene is daft girl! =(

I Don't Care by F.O.B

Say my name, and his in the same breath,
IDare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow feel flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don’t love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don’t care what you think
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I’m not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Palms up, I’m trading ‘em (trading ‘em)

I’m the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain’t that cheap, now

I don’t care what you think,
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don’t care what you think,
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Said-a, I don’t care just a-what you think,
As long as it’s about me, you said-a
I don’t care just what you think,
As long as it’s about me, you said-a
I don’t care (I don’t care)
You said I don’t care(I don’t care)
Said I don’t care,
I don’t care
I don’t care (I don’t care), I said-a
I don’t care

I don’t care what you think,
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don’t care what you think,
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

A new scar..

2009-04-02T04:33:00.006+08:00

It does hurts.. But truth always hurts.. At least I didn't find it out so it didn't hurt as much.. Though I really wished it was a dream and just a nightmare but I've woken up and accepted it.. This new scar lets me learn about more things and I've learnt more about things I've never experienced before..

Today was really weird.. Not sms-ing that much and felt that my life had changed drastically.. Shocked..Couldn't concentrate well on anything and don't know how to face it either.. But than now I'm all ok again.. Life seems to be still good and I'm sorry...

We'll still be friends cause you told me the truth which I really really want to thank you..

I understand it was hard for you to tell me in earlier days.. Hence, I'm proud of you to get all the courage to tell me yesterday.. So I don't hate you neither will I put up more barriers.. =)

Love Story by Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

It hurts..

2009-04-01T02:09:00.002+08:00

Ok.. One of the things the eight characters reader had told me has happened.. It happened.. I did not foresee it.. I tried to be careful yet I guessed I was careful on the wrong person.. I didn't know I can get hurt this badly..

I didn't know.. Maybe it's just my retribution for all the sins I've committed..

I beg any one of you who read don't ask me cause it'll just remind me of the pain..

Quiz I did! Adapted from siner! =X

2009-03-28T03:56:00.007+08:00

Get To Know Yourself Better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

What Does Being A Friend Really Mean To You?

You value your friendships: 65%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

How Well Do You Get Along With Others?

Here is the analysis:

You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.

What Is Your Most Favorite Pet?

TURTLE

You revel in isolation. You follow a simple lifestyle, and are gentle and hard working. You don't care much about what others have to say. Sometimes their comments hurt your feelings but you just ignore them and get on with your life.

What Type Of Personality Do You Have?

Here is the analysis:
Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

What's On Your Mind?

Here is the analysis:
You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

Your Handwriting

Here is the analysis:
You can be a secretive person. You like changes and are always wanting to try something new. You also like to think seriously and are cautious when it comes to making decisions. This can make you look more mature than your friends.

Are You Nosy?

Nosy Level: 70%

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

How Well Will You Survive In This Wild World?

Here is the analysis:
Because of your kind nature, you always find it hard to turn down people in need. You always want to do so many things at once but eventually you might not achieve anything. Try to focus on one thing at a time and you will surely be successful.

The House

Here is the analysis:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person.

You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

The Egg

The egg indicates your attitudes towards your relationships with others.

You expect so much from your relationships.

Life's like that...

2009-03-27T02:34:00.001+08:00

Hmm lots of people are sad around me and it really affects me alot.. SIGH! I miss the times I'm not alone.. Now I felt that I'm all alone and living.. Or is it cause I blocked some people out of my life? I don't know anything any more!

I've changed alot.. I can no longer put up fake smiles in front of customers. And I don't give a damn about alot of things either. Maybe cause after a few times being 'used' I've decided not to give a damn and hide myself so I won't be stupid again..

I'm always taken for granted, ignored and I don't know what else.. Used to it.

If I don't care about some one, I'm considered self-centered. I care and considered annoying and they treat me like I asked for it.

What the fuck should I god damn do to make people happy? What's worse is nobody makes me happy? How will I be happy? I don't know cause up till now I still don't know what happiness is. I only know it's hard to reach.

I don't even know why I'm posting this entry. Not referring to any one either cause I don't give a damn any more. I don't even know what I've been doing up till now. Life has been a mess and I do things w/o thinking much anymore.. Too tired.. I just pray school starts so my life will be normal again.. I really really can't think rationally now..

-Save me!-

Mind games

2009-03-21T12:51:00.004+08:00

You know what makes each individual hard to understand? It's cause of what's in their mind!

Not that I'm easy to be understood, however at least I try my best to make myself understood at times!

I really really hate human minds.. It's so hard to figure out what the hell your friend is thinking. Or what the hell they want! Some times you ask, they say "IDK" but actually they've some thing in their heart that they really want only that they don't 'Dare' or don't want to say it. Well if you really want it, you better say it cause if not, you'll get some thing disappointing.. ==

SIGH..

Seriously, if you want people to understand you, why don't you tell them more about you? I don't have mind-reading abilities neither am I an expert in making friends or guessing what's your likes and dislikes. Maybe I can observe with your behaviour, however I cannot assure you I'll be attentive to all your little actions. It's not normal to be like that anyways...==

If you still want me to be your friend, please don't ignore and not show concern cause that simply shows that I'm not important and it'll hurt me cause I thought we're suppose to be good friends. If you keep things from me I'll feel a big space between us that's why I'm scared I'll drift further.. So please talk to me when you can I'm here~

X)

2009-03-20T02:45:00.002+08:00

Yippy! I've got my acer laptop on wednesday! Had installed all my stuff and super happy with it! Thank god I have wireless network at home so no need cables and stuff which is very troublesome and messy.. =)

Still find it rather unbelievable..

Taoren IF you are reading this, stop saying I'll ignore you.. You know I'm having fear with that phrase of yours right now.. ='( Sob.. And please don't emo after reading this either... ='(

Anyways, YAY so happy!

Laptop!

2009-03-18T12:03:00.003+08:00

Yay! Today, I'm going to get my laptop! WOO! A new chapter of my life is going to begin the moment the laptop is in my hands! *shimmering eyes*

I was so so so frustrated on what to get! == Some people said Vaio is better then acer but the thing is Vaio is more expensive too! I think the acer laptop I look upon is better anyways.. OH not to mention that Charlene got that model I wanted a week earlier!

Hmm must do some decorating if I really get it! Hope nothing will obstruct my way to happiness~

Happy 1 month sisters! X) Thanks for being there for me when I need listening ears~ You two did great things that I've NEVER experienced before! Because of you two, another door has been opened to me and made me had a second life! Lots of loves! I thank god to let us meet each other!

And thanks to both of them whom provided LOTS of funny video they found on youtube that I didn't know exist O_O, I'm basically LMAO-ing a lot.. X)

Hmm what else? Oh well time to get ready and LAPPY!!! HERE I COME!!!!

=)

2009-03-09T13:24:00.002+08:00

I've few new friends in my life~ And 2 became my good sisters~

Today Amanda Yong is bringing her dog over to put it in my care for 2 weeks~

My mum said ok =O Shocked...

My mum says she'll help me buy laptop first!! OMFG! Yea things to rejoice~ =X

well lazy type tt's all~

Blur...

2009-03-04T13:47:00.007+08:00

Hmm I don't really know what's with me nowadays.. Rather confused that I can't bother to really care about anything..

Anyways I am officially a ITE college east student woo hoo!

I was afraid of going to my new school cause I was afraid of people from that school. So I asked my mum to go with me hehe!

When we were on the train, we were wondering which bus would take us there. Since we didn't check so got to figure it out some how. Then the train was right in front of the school and my mum said if only the train can stop right here for us to alight and yea I agree.. Why don't they build a ITE college east station? Won't that be really convenient? =) Ok lame.. ==

Anyways on our way in, saw alot of students who looked like they're gona beat you up.. =( I was so scared.. What if I had to go school for 2 years with people like them... Just as I was worrying, I saw a few nerds and I know my school life should be ok haha!

Uniforms were so cool! Got vest types! Cause I'm in applied food science can only wear pants YAY! >_< Can't wait till school starts!! =X

First times!!

2009-02-25T13:54:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I went t ViVo city with Charlene. It was my second time there. And it's also a place where i have lots of my first time! First time I'm there I was with Wei Ping. I actually start to shop for clothes and bought a fox T-shirt jacket (I don't really know what it's called) which cost me $49 but I liked it! Love at first sight~

Back to yesterday..I bought a brown shirt dress from M)phosis which cost $78.30. And Charlene said it will look better if got a belt so we went to Lver and i bought a Durreu belt ok it's just a black belt == for $41.70... Damn the GST! w/o gst it's $39 Nevermind.. I don't really care about prices that much.. Cause the jeans i wore looks good along with the shirt dress, there wasn't a need to buy a pants yay! =) After which charlene said all I need is pumps or heels! Yea i know me in heels weird~ Me like heels weirder!! Haha! I'm actually ok with heels cause they look elegant and can make me look taller!! >_< I didn't think about pumps cause I tried some before but none looks nice on my feet.. =( Hence, I went to Tangs to shop for a shoe and saw some nice heels~ Wah~ It's black, with a nice ribbon and I wore it, looks nice! However it cost $109! In the end after looking at other heels and stuff still prefer that one, so I bought it! XP Spent $88+ at face shop on toner, moisturiser, scrub and eyeliner! Yes an eyeliner.. Cause for the membership thing need to add more money and all I could think of is eyeliner. Can look more mysterious and eyes can bigger abit so just buy! =) I also bought a bag cost $45.90 at Zinc it's like handbag? O_O Bought a necklace which is very aspiring.. =) Oh Earrings too! Skull on guitar, skull on the guitar pluck and skull itself for only $19 together haha! Went to the body shop to get perfume and bought Amanda's fav white musk the big bottle one and Charlene's fav I don't remember what it's called and spent total of $46+ did all these add up to like $400+... O_O i didn't include food and ben & jerry's ice cream.. It's worth it for some things I wanted to achieve a year ago!

After my shopping with the help of Charlene (thanks girl!) We were super curious about how I'll look wearing it so I changed into it. And yea I looked so much better!!! XP I'm so proud of myself that I did it!!! Yay! Ok besides me shopping Charlene also bought slippers from M)phosis and a rice cleansing thingy.. O_O Well though I didn't put everything in details but enough for now! =)

=P

2009-02-17T12:56:00.002+08:00

Hmm ALOT had happened..

Yet I'm so lazy to put into details today other time ba.... BUT right now i want to observe people's behavior wahaha!! Body language here I come! I've grasped hold of how to know if some one is lying! My god it'll be fun!

That's all for now!

Busy, BZ and BUSY!

2009-01-30T16:26:00.003+08:00

Everyone have been busy with their own stuff.. It's really hard to get friends to meet up due to different off days.. Just a simple thing to catch up and watch movie is so hard to be done now.. Really miss those happy old days that you can just meet. However, those happy old days we'll be broke haha!

Anyway I managed to get Amanda today and met her at Whitesands and we ate at the Hong Kong Kitchen ( I think that's the name). We talked a little about what happened to us during new year and at work. Apparently I'm not the only one having fuckers in my life. =) Ok sorry for coarse language but I think fuckers are fuckers no way to call them nicely cause they just don't deserve it.

I'm so happy Amanda said that I looked more mature..( thinking of some thing funny) And I got my iPod Nano already. Kinda weird using it.. Some how I'm not jumping with joy.. O.o I chose dark purple cause the green was so bright it could blind me.. The horror!! I haven't really explore the whole iPod yet so not sure how good it is but I know that it is so light that I was afraid that I would break it.. (My money!!)

Oh and on 27th Jan tuesday, day 2 of new year, WP and I went Vivo.. i thought that place wasn't gonna be very good. However it proved me wrong. I spent $115 on CDs, $49.90 on a fox shirt which I fell in love at first sight, $12 on Ben & Jerry, $20+ on secret recipe food which I think wasn't really nice... What else? Oh $25 on movies.. Watched Bride war and Changeling.. I learnt some things from bride war and I dozed off at the start of Changeling.. However Changeling just got better and better that I didn't feel tired haha.. It lasted for 2hr45mins.. (if i remember correctly) And it's based on a true story.. Damn sad la.. Believe it or not I secretly tear..

Well so many things that I'm real lazy to type... And lazy to give details...

Life up till now can be considered good I guess.. I hope it just gets better or remain this way please!!

Speaking of which, most fuckers at my work place are fired wahaha! Good Riddance la! I hope all fuckers can fuck off. ;P

Life Just Goes On..

2009-01-22T12:13:00.002+08:00

Ok I'm really bored.. Alot of things happened and I'm in confused on what I should do.

Got back my 'O' level results and it wasn't good just like what I expected. So I guess ITE here I come!! Haha! Since I really really don't wanted go through the whole studying thing again I guess that's what my plan is going to be.

I don't understand why I'm always thought as a young kid. I'm going to be 18 for god's sake!! Stop treating me like a kid! I hate it. While working, customers always ask what secondary school I'm from and why I never go school... == It's bloody irritating to explain it over and over and over again! ARRGH! So I dyed my hair to "show" that I'm not in secondary school and to look more of my age. Recently it's better already! But I caught people staring at me so it isn't really good.

Right now I'm so so in deep trouble.. Some annoying people just won't stop. And I'm gona have to tolerate it for like how long more??? == I hope it will stop.. STOP!! Wahaha I'm so happy that a very fat and lazy worker I detest and tolerate for so long have been finally FIRED! WAHAHA *evil laughter* FYI why do I hate her so much. 1) work starts at 4pm and she is late from the 1st day of work till her last day of work. 2) she claims that she got experiences but she don't even know how to serve customers! 3) NVM we teach her but guess what? she's so stubborn she don't want to listen! 4) NVM we give her easier and less complicated jobs like wiping the dishes and mopping the floor and? the floor is so freaking wet when she mop anyone can slip and fall (I instructed her to squeeze the mop harder so not so wet and she argued! and then ignored me.) dishes weren't wiped properly either. 5) whenever it's busy, all the workers move fast and do what is necessary but guess what she did? slowly pushing chairs, making chili when that can be done after the crowd leaves? AND she walks SOOOOOOOOOOOOO slow that i want to kick her ass! 6) when she sees us coming, she just leave her job to us. 7) she threw away our half eaten food cause we left our table to do some work! (she threw abalone and shark's fin) 8) some times when we call her to do something, either she's deaf or blind which I suspect she's pretending to be. 9) she goes toilet every now and then for 15mins!

She's a perfect example for you to see what a lousy worker is. She's late ALL the time, attitude problem, lazy. My father tolerated her till he couldn't anymore and ask her to get her ass outta there and never to come back. x] Occasionally I really wanted to tell her " use your butt also can think la, moreover your butt is so big!" ok so what if it's mean that I said that? If you had to undergo the same thing as I did with a worker paid to do nothing for 1 month, I bet you already slapped her multiple times before I scold her.

My life is filled with people who are known as fuckers and they just keep coming. ==

Some things never change..

2008-11-27T14:36:00.003+08:00

Came online and went to a few sites to check up what's new. Apparently many things happened when I'm busy with my stuff. Some people never learn and continues their evil doings. They're people who made our world uglier and uglier with each lies, hypocrisy and many more. Despicable that people who are true to them had to be used by them. Victims of their unlimited mistakes. What comes out of their mouth are lies, excuses and more lies.

How many times must we tolerate, forgive and forget then will they stop? I think by tolerating, forgive and forget, many of them just take it for granted and continue their lies and give false hope to people who truly wants to be their friend.

I'm one of the many victims, hence I know what it feels like. I'm indignant that I've been a fool for being a friend and lied to many many times, forgiving many many times and all I get is a B!tch who all along became my friend for benefits. Not money or fame but my friendship. So she lost interest in becoming my friend as she finds more interesting subject, I'm useless and she quickly ignored my presence..

Some things just never change...